one pure soul didn't meant to hurt, in the mist of silence she walks..
in this path that she walks she drew an art....

.....then she smiles again....

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There happen to be an author whom is good writer...everything the author writes it imply almost to perfection, the words might always seems a little harsh, but is always well written and was always a good advice...and of all the books he wrote , the author also wrote a tiny little book..but the tiny little book was not so well written like others, as it imply all the images and notes of the once written before and the chapters continues, the columns were just still trying to get in..but it turn out to be sketches..and the author just want the tiny book to know...the reasons were never there...but the tiny little book still trust its author..*tiny little book just wants a signature*

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...my dearest sisters...

i was cleaning up my pendrive when i come upon those pics i took with my sisters last year...i only post 3 pics before..here's our funny faces.. :)


Though one is a 8 year gap and the other is 10,
But we are still very close..and
I just want you both to know im always here..
If u need a guiding light or someone to confess,
As you are both growing up and i do get worry at times..
Love you both always...xoxo..

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a poem : IF

If i could rewind back to the past,
Before everything turn's out to be fire..
If i could make us last,
And not get us both haywire

If i took the courage to tell you,
What you always wanted to hear..
If my word spoken a little earlier
Then you might actually get nearer..

If i could look into your eyes once more,
And see you the way you were before..
If i could have the chance to kiss your in the lips again,
Knowing that the tingles is still there..

If i was given a second chance,
To tell you that I wanna hold you once again..
If only I could, I would.......

....* whats a if ....*... lol...

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*this is the length of my real hair now..*.. grow faster baby!..
Back at work, and again i went to Kinokuniya to have a little walk, I always believe in good knowledge..though, magazines its a must i cant deny but there is still my craves for books as i just like reading..and this time something got on my nerves that is i even feel like drawing! *i bought some art stuffs* :) but im still figuring what i wanna draw...*give me some inspiration* ...

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.. yeah i've been good.. :)

Gain a little weight while in China, .. took of my hair extensions,* actually this time i didnt took it off it came off by itself with my hand just pulling my hair * * wth* ...well im not gonna waste my money again , sitting few hours making extensions so this time around i make a wiser choice, by buying hairclip extensions *lol* at least it wont use so much of my money each and every time and its just once, more worthed till my hair grows longer.., funny though i feel my hair is still so short but my bangs grow faster? *how come?* ..weird...

Coming back to my home sweet home this time around, i beg to be differ,...and i did..even my ways of thinking, my ways of seeing things..i've changed and im proud of myself..and i've read a book 'The Power of Now' that seems to be interesting ..its a book that guide you to spiritual enlightenment..its all bout how you deal with your mind..whats actually going on inside my *dink* head, those thoughts of wanted and unwanteds ..the book consist of ten chapters, you are not your mind, consiousness; the way out of pain, moving deeply into now, mind strategies for avoiding the now, the state of presence, the inner body, portals into the unmanifested, enlightened relationships, beyond happiness and unhappiness there is peace an the meaning of surrender...*its a good read trust me* :)

* you are here to enable the divine purpose of the universe to unfold. That is how important you are! * - eckhart tolle

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Just took my footsteps back to KL, though its only 8 days but maybe because the weather in China is more chilly, i felt *freaking* hot when just walk out of the airport..
: during my journey back to KL, on the flight, i finally watched Seven Pounds.* never got a chance to watch it before in cinema and dvds i buy in KL not so clear..* ...its a really touching the story and one that engraves my heart.I cried throughout the movie..*wtf* .. its really meaningful movie on life and death that brings forgiveness, regret, love and redemption...must watch!



and my favourite Japanese singer Utada Hikaru is back with her latest album 'This is The One' and her songs are nice...like always....

On And On, Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence -FYI, Apple And Cinnamon, Taking My Money Back, This One (Crying Like A Child), Automatic Part II, Dirty Desire, Poppin', Come Back To Me, Me Muero

Utada Hikaru ' Come Back to Me' *my fav of the album*
The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
I’ll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you’re one in a million
Baby come back to me
I’ll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
I’ll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you’re one in a million
Baby come back to me
I’ll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

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House of Harlow 1960 *Heart*

* WANTEDS * * WANTEDS * * WANTEDS *

I heart NICOLE RICHIE! ..her style of fashion , whats she's been through in life the goods and the bads and now married to Joel Madden and having a child...and i knew bout her wanting to make a collection of accessories like a year ago plus and finally its launch..with her daughter's name 'Harlow' as the brand..* House of Harlow 1960 *

= and my craves for accessories, as anyone know, so now my wishlist its gonna be nothing more than this for now, whats more out of 35 i choose the 6 i heart most but again not available in KL = hope to own it one day..i think its gonna cost quite some $! ....

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- nightmare -

....when there's a dream that will wake you up, it ain't a good one,but the worst one is when it shattered your memory, i don't have a clue bout my nightmare this time when i wake up, but it was a nightmare, whats my nightmare about? i dont remember anything but i've got abit of sweats ...* for a sec i feel like butterfly effect *= wth? =..then i look out the window its early morning, an early alarm for me but im not done sleeping yet, * why i wrote this.., as my lappie is just beside me downloading my sh*ts *... goodnight or should i say good morning first before my night? lol... back to sleep... :)

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Reach here yesterday... the weather is 17 degrees at night before i went to bed *kinda chilly but i like it*, and i realized there are no clothes in my closet! * and i just brought 2 tees over here because my bro say i still have some clothes here but NoOo!! he forget i took most of it the last time i went back! * need to buy some for myself..'aigh i told myself to spent less as its all bout saving now, so i think ill just buy some affordable clothes 'but still nice ones!' :P ...and always remember my mission to China its all about work..*CAREER FIRST!!*
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Now in the office, woke up kinda late today, was on the phone last night with 'Mr.im so bored' how i wish to be like you..lol.. just *bored* but suddenly i thought back bout the advice you gave me before about confessing, i think ill do it.. don't care what the outcome would be but at least you say whats in your heart right? ...

..Anyway didnt manage to do the morning stuffs, as brother was in need at the office, so we will do it tomorrow.. and i miss my MooMoo *this part kinda lame but im still blogging it* that i left here since last year november.. i thought i lost it.. me and my memory.. * its full of dust and i took it and put it in the washing machine..now hanging in the balcony.. *

look at him.. Poor MooMoo...
..And here's what i did with black marker, red and blue ink pen in 15 mins.. *voila*...'just bored in the office'..

..who's the angel in Disguise? ...=.=

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Something for my darling Nana...

-i just draw this while u making dinner, for u!-
since 1998 you entered my life but we were disconnected,This year we came close again and we hope to be close forever ok? I finally cleaned up my room and i found my journal,*a very old time one* then i saw some tiny things between you and i.. when we were in 2001...those sweet letters we wrote to each other...and i remembered us both having so much in common...we drifted away as years pass by..not knowing the reasons why...but i came to realized that i want you back in my life..we have been through so much ups and downs together.. though not as in together as in face to face but through our communication and skype and all we also manage to have our b*llcraps like before...and i feel there is always a connection between us...you cant deny it...and i cant too...so i hope for us to be close again darling nana.. missing you
* we are strong * * we fight for our rights? * -you know what i mean-

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Found this two songs and i heart it.......Secret life and Courage Is by the Strange Familiar.. *meaningful* kira got a really amazing voice...couldnt search for the song online..im gonna buy the real cd! :) *..enjoy enjoy...secretlife524

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Friday..I've got call's asking me 'clubbing tonight?'...answer was nope..
I have booked my PAK's to watch Fast and Furious 4, 10.20pm at Pavilion *and i bought twin seats tics* Ling fetch me from my shop and we are the first to arrive..April came when we are about to go up for the movie and Cuzzie was late for half hour because she was sick *but shes a strong woman i know*=love u cuzzie= About the movie ...i can say i prefer TOKYO DRIFT..After movie we went to La Bodega to chill before we go home..





*my yummy yummy*seafood spaghetti

cuzzie's one is nice also..vegan spaghetti



Ling and her Apple Mojito

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