*where am i?*

there are time when i look out the window...staring at the sky...looking back on what i have done...the steps that i have walk on to...i was always been a bubbly girl...someone that always likes to make people smile...then i go through my journey...im becoming someone i dont know anymore...i look at my pictures...that smile..was it that smile i that i have before....if there's a reason for me to write this here...all i can say is...im losing myself....i want me back.....i know one should be strong, an independant...but where am i? ..............i want to find that smile back....