*my sh*ts*

Room with four walls,deciding where to locate my stuffs,
It's in such a mess..that i dont know how to say..
Where should i put my mirror?
And how should i put my bed?
Whats wrong with my 'closet'? "its so full of mess"
And i cant believe i still own magazines from 2005? *i think my room is full of books and mags* wtf ...i look up above my cabinet all full! ....*fainted*
My room is full of sh*ts...(wanted to have a total clean up for CNY that time but was needed for work so couldnt really sort everything out)..and now i got the time to clean up the mess....its really a MESS...........!!

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*malaysia got the notice, R we doing it?*

it's just an hour..we should give it a go!...anyone? lets do it together..

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*...dilemma...*

did that word just spoke itself? .....
looking at four walls...driving myself to insanity..
thousands of words spoken..each and every time...
you hold an image that has a desire for the best creation..
you have been on hold for so many zillion times..
your thoughts of the less expected..or intrigue by some others...
i want to speak my words out loud..
but each time it was once again broken down because 'im there'.....
because i follow orders..because i love...
its not written because of anger...just to release one's madness of being in the place alone..
i know it's design for me..but the 'inner soul keep pushing me'...
....im trying harder..time is flying but i aint giving up...
push me in deeper..ill come up better.....

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*my birthday bashes*

*...was kinda mess up in every way but ends ups with all joy and laughs in all three occasion.. *
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30th Jan 09 : ...at first i never thought of anything,.. then my babes wanted to countdown with me so..*SMILES* ...we had a singing session night at Redbox Gardens with my babes April, Kelly and CuzziePearly..and the dudes of the night ..Anndee, Nic, Eddie, Yaohan and Shaun.* ...thank you darlings for the angpow...



my lovely babes CuzziePearly, Kelly, April and i..( see the Angel band we are wearing bought by cuzzie and its to be worn again on Poppy tomorrow night!).i'm like are you SERIOUS? and she's like we made the deal remember.. so we just went with it! .she always have her ideas..thats why i love her.. ha ha

eddie, shaun, yaohan

nic, cuzzie, anndee

and i was drunk that night..but a good one :)

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31st Jan 09 : Poppy and Passion...includes my darlings Cuzzie, April, Kelly, Jaq and her friends, my mum, my dad, sisters and bro Marcus, Danny, Lokz, Kelvin, Ricksson, YenPeng, Eddie, Tatz, Andy, Clement, Carol, Mae, Mannie, sis Chuckei's friends, ..though everyone wasnt located at a certain area but it was a blast..* though i didnt manage to take pics with everyone * hmph!..and here again i wanna thank my friends for the angpows, my family and Jaq for the pressies and others for the alcohol :)

the F4...of all time..Cuzzie, April, Kelly and i..*and our AngelBands!*



..dearest Jaq in Passion...

with YenPeng and Kelly

Ricksson and Eddie

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4th Feb 09 : My belated one with my lurve in RedBoxPlus Pavilion..'.when you and i meet up, my other half..*posers* he he = good ones though :P
= we did a little shopping before going to sing and we got a new pair of glasses from TopShop.. *heart the pressies you got for me!*...
















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i always believe in friendship..
It's not worth a cent, because even with money you cant buy 'em,
When you are at your deepest fear of loneliness,
One by one they pop up to try to make you happy,
I always believe, if you are true to others they will treat you the same..
You dont need to pretend nor need to hide..
They will fill your emptiness by just pressing a phone call..
When there's a dislike you come face to face..
As real friends wont just point at each others back..
Friends love each other not because of their perfectness but because of the loyalty, sincerity, imperfection, and theres always forgiveness..
And thats what friends are really for..

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..confession..

theres always something between me and you..
from time to time i admit i always think bout you..
and then again i know like what you said i burned you..
for me it wasnt a burn..u got me too....
u say u are afraid of me..but then again im afraid of you too..
you see it with ur very own eyes..and i saw it too..
in between us sure there's a something there..
but then again..theres always something going on..
you say i dont know you..and you dont know me either..
but from time to time...we think about each other..
i dont know whats going on between us..and whats with us..
maybe its all fated or ...was there a word 'meant to be?'..or...'not meant to be?'..

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