: i just finish bathing and i thought wanna lit a cig in the balcony..when i look up in the sky..there's alot of stars and the moon is smiling right back at me..i hold my hands and make my wishes..haha i always do that when i see things shining above me..(lame i know)...then i start to wonder..i know we shouldnt think back about the past and its not all bout the past...but humans have feelings u know! urgh! it's about 'Love'...i know i have alot of close friends with me or should i say typically friends, best friends, my lurve, 'heng tais' but its just the Sudden Urge of wanting to hold someone close to you..wanting someone to be there for you..wanting someone to care bout you..someone to share your silly 'ownself Secrets' that only your partner knows, someone that calls you middle of the night and talk sweet nothings,someone there to cuddle you up when u feel cold, the little kisses you have before you go to sleep, listen to your stupid daily routines or lame jokes, or just 'sh*ts that makes u both happy..someone to bring you out window shopping or real shopping,buy groceries together, cooking together, watching movies, showing out to people how much you deserves each other and proud to be with each other...i like those feelings...everyone does...but i guess its not easy to get the feelings that u really want nowadays...wake up girl..REAL WORLD! ........... : aigh..there i go again..dreaming..
