-- down again my eyes are wide open till the wee hours?! come on its gonna be morning soon! whats wrong with my insomia?!? its getting from worse to worse..how to gain weight and be healthy like i say i wanted to when i couldnt even get a good sleep...Just what i needed most!-- <
It's been a while since i jot something bout whats going on with me..and frankly i still prefer to do the old style as in using my hands to write in the journals u know and it seems things i write here and there got alittle sorta difference..here not too speific! haha i feel so..i just couldn tap it down at times..the moments when you are overjoyed or too bashed down to even on the computer to do so! Oh well thats me..im truthfully not 'Good' with technology..But things are moving so fast and i need to keep it up so here am i blogging some moments down here when i have the time..
Lets see..first thing that im really happy about it now im blogging..tapping my fingers in this really gorgeous Sony Vaoi laptop i just got!..It's the 'Devil in me' theme for this colour i own..and i totally heart it! Ok actually i need it so because i couldnt sit down and enjoy my moments anymore..no more easy money no more easy way out..now its really 'Career'..im still so not ready but i got no choice..because or else im gonna become a useless aunty soon...'Women' need to work u know..be better then them! :P Although my first collection(after 3 yrs of stopping what i have been in lurve with due to some internal resons) is halfway through im still not sure if its gonna be that 'Impressive' coz after so long then the sudden comeback for myself..i just dont wanna let myself down! 'seriously' not others but me myself or else ill bang my head on the wall! I always say i wanted this and how much i adore it and how i feel i could earn with this..i must make it work!
