*the truth*

It didnt had a chance to talk face to face, it already ends..
It took some time to write this..cause it didnt know how to express..
You really did changed it, u brought sparks back to it's life..
It thought finally somethings differ, but the final moments you ruined it..
It thought time will change everything, as time tells...
But during the time, it isn't feeling very well..
It came with illness , it couldnt get you,
Thou saw it, and help it fight the boundaries..
Thou was by it during the moments...
It was sorta impressed...thou's changed..
Thou's seems ok now..thou's for real...
What it had towards you ain't a lie..
It did try..but it and you just have so many stages need to walk through..
It just hope we could still be close...

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* f.r.i.e.n.d.s.h.i.p *

*just like stars that brightens up my life*

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[ imma turnin 24! ]

To: my brothers Kelvin and Marcus, Pearly n Ahter, April, Ling, Carrine n her hub, EiLeen, Kenji, Melvin, Billy, Austin, Joe, DannyOne, KokFoong, KokWeng, Chester, YeeWen, AhLokz, Kelvin, TatTatz, KellyLee, AndrewK, Elaine, RubyJie, Kennix, Francis, Paul..ok i forget who i invite! and everyone else that came! haha Sorry! memory lost!] ~ first time celebrated my birthday in a clubbing scene and i totally dont know how to handle everything coz i feel i didnt manage to layan everyone that i invited! huhu...but thank you all for coming to my birthday! Really appreciate it and i did have alot of fun! *Brian thank you for the table...though need some moment to get it settle n done! n my sexOnTheBeach * *my babes Cuzzie Pearly,April and Ling..i lurve the Thomas Sabo!* *my lurve..the scarf,i heart it! really! serious..i dunno why i had a sense its coming!*...everyone else thank you for ur pressies coz i love 'em all....! Im glad this time around not only i get to celebrate with all my friends but my two brothers are back to celebrate with me also! ..its been awhile now..! Conclusion is Love u guys n thanks for everything! * clubbin pics r from april's * ....try to get more from others then upload..

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~ today went to watch ' The Game Plan ' and weird to say i liked the show! hahaha.. its was really touching and sweet..and i cried ..after that tried to go look for a good, not too expensive luggage for me to use as i dont own a luggage bag since like my last one was being taken by my bro dy..need a good one for my trip to bangkok with my family and my trips to china in the future but needless to say i saw one that the size and all fits just right but it was over my budget! it was about thousand plus,i never knew luggage bags oso can cost quite a large sum of money! argh! need to go scan around more! not much time left! man..another thing..i still cant get over my medical $ for my scope and scannings coz i still havent get my money back from my insurance and that guy dont know if i could get it back anot! i stayed over in the hospital for the night and now he tell me this! wth! *praying to get it back asap* im sooOooOooo broke!

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~went to watch movie in Pavilion today with Bb...' In the name of the King '..before that we went walk around and then something caught me in the eye.. 'PaulFrank' and i saw this cute cuddly paul frank! wahahaha...i think its cute...! i wanted to get the pyjamas too but its kinda *ex* so i'll think bout it first but its real nice coz its *RED* duh..my fav! but..oh well....didnt manage to get that but then Bb bought me the cuddly! hahaha...and he say i could hug it during the movie....but then he was too cold he hug it himself! hmph! but finale..its MINE! hehe hugs hugs! ~

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*~Life is unpredictable...we must cherish what we've got..you never know what happens tomorrow....~*

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myMoments.......08

......**to a happy new 2008!**....

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