She's back, her blog has changed to www.jiujiuzkana.com ...See you there! =)

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People you miss Jiujiuz? Everyone anticipating for her comeback? She's gonna be back real soon...stay tune...

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*It's almost Christmas*

How should she start,....

Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer, had a very shiny nose,
And if you ever saw him, you would even say it glows,
hmm..sounds alright,what if she go..
Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride, In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride, In a one horse open sleigh
A bit too kiddie? she thought so.., *thinking*..let's try
Last Christmas I give you my heart
But the very next day you give it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
would that be it? ...but it sounds kinda sad..what about...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You .......? this is a nice one but she's still searching so she might as well go on with..
She wish you all a Merry Christmas,
She wish you all a Merry Christmas,
She wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year,
Good tidings she brings to you all and your kins
Good tidings for Christmas and Happy New Year
*giggles* ...She's here to give a greeting for the loved!
This year she drew an art *the names written on the ornaments are, *Lau Family 'which is her family', CaJill, Rodolphe&Rodriguez, JPAK and all her friends! Wishing everyone a Merry Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year with lots of love!! XOXO

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* God's gift *

Their there when you first open your eyes,
Their there watching you grow up,
Their there for you when you're up or down,
They are the ones that care for you and believe in you
They love you for who you are and they never give up
This is what they call unconditional love
They will always be there for you
Through thick and through thin
Because they are the one that holds the key to your heart
They sees the best in you despite your faults
They are the ones we call 'Family'

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* The night is still young *

'It's Saturday' they said to each other, so what's the plan?
'Velvet? Phuture? Barsonic? Rootz?'
hmm.'Let's go for all'
One night, seven hours, a mixture of Beer, Malibu, Jagerbomb, Jack Daniel's, Long Island and lastly Moet.
Good Girls Go Bad

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* 2009 she's in love *

If you glance over her dinner plate, you'll never see a sight of healthily green veggies. Her tastebuds have been pampered with juicy, yummy red meats that obviously green veggies will be tasteless to her. And she wonder to herself, why will these people torture themselves for healthy stuff and settle for something less scrumptious? weird eh...
It's sad but true, she never like veggies when she was young.

Three weeks ago, she was strolling down the supermarket aisle in China with her dad, graciously picking snacks and chucking it to her basket. So daddy said, let's hop over to the veggie session, we'll have veggies for dinner. She literally gagged in awe and deep within, she was crying to god for help. Trying her luck she asked 'um Papa, Can we have some meat too? I feel like ginger chicken or beef.. beef would be great, you know just in case!!'

To find a quick shut down her dad says politely' Baby, today, no chicken or beef, maybe I'll add some seafood or a bit of minced pork but it's all about greens, you're not young anymore and it's time to learn and eat some healthy food'. She showed him the grumpy face and said 'I'm always young Papa, but it wouldn't hurt to try' *smiling inside*

He pick up bok choy , lettuce and this weirdly long, hard and light green one, leafless and uttered 'this one here is a rich source of vitamin C, phalides, and coumarins inflammation, blood pressure, beats cholesterol, prevent cancer and it's taste good too, you should try tonight'. She took a look at the weird long hard green one and said 'Papa you got to be kidding me, this is Celery! I can try anything but Celery?! Eew..I can sense the smell of it even without eating it! Eew eew.!' Daddy looked warmly at her and said 'I'll make it into a a dish that you can't find the taste of Celery in it' . To be honest, all that's playing in her mind is, how good can this taste, it's Celeeeeeeeeeery!, but she don't want to break his enthusiasm since he's excited to be the cook this time so she forced a smile and nod to him.

* Celery *

Dinner was obviously not something she look forward to that night, and yet she still have to drag herself to the dining table. The dishes were nicely cooked and served in the table, Bok Choy with Fried Dace with salted black beans , Lettuce with minced pork and the main dish Celery with cuttlefish and ginger. She started out with Bok choy 'she liked it because it actually taste alright, next she tries the Lettuce, ' it taste good too' then she wonder ' it wasn't so bad after all, why didn't I like veggies when I was young, just because it's green in color?' * that's what she remembered * Then her dad looked at her and pointed his fingers to the third dish and said 'now,try this' She look at the plate and she feels the shivers in her body, with no choice at all, she reluctantly took a small bite but apologetically as she am, she couldn't bear to swallow it. The next thing she knew, she spitted it out.
Aigh.. She know daddy wants her to try celery because its good. But in the end she gave up. She look at her daddy and said ' Papa, I will eat the other veggies but not this, I just can't put it inside my mouth, I'm sorry ' Then she asked her daddy, ' can I actually blend it to a juice, maybe it will taste better? ' He looked at her and smile ' you can try '. So to please everyone, including herself to learn to love it, she came out with this brilliant idea to blend it with fruit juices!!! Yup that's rite, she bet the fruits will cover the weird celery taste.

Off she goes to do her experiment.....
She choose the fruits she loves most for the experiment which is apple, orange, dragon fruit, tomato and lastly celery. And guess what, It's 2009 and she's in love, she never knew blending all into one actually taste so good!
She came up with a name for her fruit juice, * Fruitalli Amour *
* it's good for health and you guys should try and blend the fruits you like all into one instead of eating them one by one * =)

Now she is proud to say she is eating vegetables and Celery too =)

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* She's missing you *

A beautiful Sunday morning and she pulled him out to the streets. It bothered him every time she said she want to go out for a walk and this is the third time. The reason why she repeatedly asked to go out is because she still haven't found that particular item that she wanted since few months back. Suddenly he got a phone call from his friend, telling him about this shop at the corner of the street .
* a gift of love from her dearest brother * =)

* I know you don't want your picture to be posted but you have no choice, this is my blog *
* evil smile *

Kyori Kusagami
A guy with an open heart
and never missing the part
A guy who protects her from being hurt
and leaves his pain in dirt
A guy she love to be around
because he is a close friend found
A guy who always puts out his hand
and act like he understand
A guy with a heart full of music
bringing her to the world of trance music
A guy she can always turn to
because he is always true
* She can't wait till you're back in KL as she miss having you around and dancing with you!! *

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* Short but Sweet *

*Far away there in the moonlight are her highest aspirations. She may not reach them but she can look up and see their beauty, believe in them and try to follow them*

Inside her little black book of memories,
are special thoughts of you
And all the beautiful things which,
because of you, came true
As she flipped back the pages of memories,
Recollecting every single moments
She realize the joy and pleasure
That knowing you has brought.

A face that makes countless amount of expression,
A message that brights her up before saying hello
With moments of laughter even without starting a conversation..
And when she recall these memories as she move along life's way,
They grow more precious and blessed with every hassling day
Thank you * smiles *

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* Feels like winter *

Friday afternoon, listening to the pitter patter raindrops outside her bedroom window, she rolled over to the left corner of her bed and take her cell phone. She was just about to tap the words ' I miss you ' and send it to that particular someone when it started ringing. She laughed when she picked up the call and she asked ' What's up my lurve? , I was just about to send you a message ' Her lurve replied ' I just woke up and I thought of you, do you want to go out for lunch together? ' She smiles and said yes. And once again they went to Coffee House in Pandan Indah for lunch.

If there happen to be a day
when she write you a letter
spilling out her soul,
And if she ever hand it to you,
you will laugh before you open it.
Because every maze she walks,
You will be there holding her hands.

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* Heaven sent *

There are too many treasures in life we take for granted, the worth of which we don't fully realize until we saw it coming to us in some unexpected way. Just a note to say she's always here and Good Luck =)

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* Poison *

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*An hour together in the club *

*Rodolphe and Rodriguez* One of the nights that she will always remember * wink *

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* Just the way we are *

When they meet each other out for lunch.. * CaJill *

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* Home is where the heart is *

As lighting snagged the dark, rainy November evening sky, she called her mum " I'm reaching home soon' ...She is finally back in Kuala Lumpur

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* CaJill's Outing *

One September afternoon, dressed in blue vests, white tops and skinny jeans, CaJill decided to take a stroll along Jalan Bukit Bintang.

What will you do when you're stuck in a jam? Everything is a toy if you play with it.. * smiles *

When there is no expectations, you tend to go home with empty wallets.

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* Just a little update *

She reached home at four in the morning that night and headed to her showers, after getting all cleaned up, she grab her headphones, laptop, cigarettes, lighter and a cup of hot milo and headed to the balcony. She picked Tiesto's new album Kaleidoscope as her choice of music and logged on to blogger. She is currently located in place called Dongguan a place situated in between Shenzhen, Guangzhou and Hong Kong for her work again.

She broke her promise and she left without saying goodbyes to her darlings, she's here to apologize, ' I'm Sorry Babes, when I'm back it's my treat okay? '
There this particular one that she owed a big apology to and it's her Lurve, she's sorry things did not turn out the way it seem. Give her some time, when the right moment comes, everything will eventually be how it was supposed to be.

The night before, her brother introduced her to his friends that he has been hanging around with for the past two years. There is a few familiar faces that she remembered from her last trip and there is some new found faces which she like as they seem to be really nice people. They went for karaoke session that night and it was the night she slept at eight in the morning, thanks to the alcohol. Sometimes she wonder, what is actually wrong with the beer?, ' it's like a message telling her it's either you have to drink loads of it to get drunk or don't you even think about getting a good sleep if you just drink two or three cans of it as it will be haunting you till the morning sunrise '...

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Just a little bit..

A little bit of adoration,
A little bit of perfection,
A little bit of affection,
A little bit of luckiness,
A little bit of love needed,
A little bit of trust to know it's true,
A little bit of touch to feel it's real,
Just a little bit of this and just a little bit of that because I just got woken up by my beautiful nightmare..

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* Release Stress *

The sudden thought, the moment lingers,
* nacido ser un alguien *

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* Jewelry Attack *

The Eiffel tower was curious, standing all alone having thoughts where it actually belongs,
Then comes the little antique keys who's just too bored being hang around the neck at all times,
' Hey Hey', say's the little coins that was loved but had only been worn once because it comes in too heavy, thanks to Mr.Big Bulky Gold that was in the middle..
What about those anxious chain that was never touch since a decade ago?
Oh and do you still remember about the tiny chain that comes with the cassettes that was brought from Bangkok but was nowhere to be seen as it was always out from the scene....So what am I gonna do with ya ? * THINK OUT OF THE BOX *

* Jiujiuz * =)

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* Have a touch of Alanis *

All time favorite : Alanis Morissette ,a very expressive singer-songwriter with good music from her Jagged a little pill album and lyrics beautifully written. *smiles*



An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out




Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud
I'll live for you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem ...... why are you crying
Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect



I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...

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