☠ a life story with jiujiuz ☠

2011-03-17T11:58:00.002+08:00

She's back, her blog has changed to www.jiujiuzkana.com ...See you there! =)

2011-03-11T02:22:00.000+08:00

People you miss Jiujiuz? Everyone anticipating for her comeback? She's gonna be back real soon...stay tune...

It's almost Christmas

2009-12-17T03:48:00.004+08:00

How should she start,....

Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer, had a very shiny nose,
And if you ever saw him, you would even say it glows,
hmm..sounds alright,what if she go..
Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride, In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride, In a one horse open sleigh
A bit too kiddie? she thought so.., *thinking*..let's try
Last Christmas I give you my heart
But the very next day you give it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
would that be it? ...but it sounds kinda sad..what about...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You .......? this is a nice one but she's still searching so she might as well go on with..
She wish you all a Merry Christmas,
She wish you all a Merry Christmas,
She wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year,
Good tidings she brings to you all and your kins
Good tidings for Christmas and Happy New Year
*giggles* ...She's here to give a greeting for the loved!
This year she drew an art *the names written on the ornaments are, *Lau Family 'which is her family', CaJill, Rodolphe&Rodriguez, JPAK and all her friends! Wishing everyone a Merry Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year with lots of love!! XOXO

* God's gift *

2009-11-30T19:16:00.002+08:00

Their there when you first open your eyes,
Their there watching you grow up,
Their there for you when you're up or down,
They are the ones that care for you and believe in you
They love you for who you are and they never give up
This is what they call unconditional love
They will always be there for you
Through thick and through thin
Because they are the one that holds the key to your heart
They sees the best in you despite your faults
They are the ones we call 'Family'

* The night is still young *

2009-11-29T14:53:00.004+08:00

'It's Saturday' they said to each other, so what's the plan?
'Velvet? Phuture? Barsonic? Rootz?'
hmm.'Let's go for all'
One night, seven hours, a mixture of Beer, Malibu, Jagerbomb, Jack Daniel's, Long Island and lastly Moet.
Good Girls Go Bad

* 2009 she's in love *

2009-11-25T20:28:00.013+08:00

If you glance over her dinner plate, you'll never see a sight of healthily green veggies. Her tastebuds have been pampered with juicy, yummy red meats that obviously green veggies will be tasteless to her. And she wonder to herself, why will these people torture themselves for healthy stuff and settle for something less scrumptious? weird eh...
It's sad but true, she never like veggies when she was young.

Three weeks ago, she was strolling down the supermarket aisle in China with her dad, graciously picking snacks and chucking it to her basket. So daddy said, let's hop over to the veggie session, we'll have veggies for dinner. She literally gagged in awe and deep within, she was crying to god for help. Trying her luck she asked 'um Papa, Can we have some meat too? I feel like ginger chicken or beef.. beef would be great, you know just in case!!'

To find a quick shut down her dad says politely' Baby, today, no chicken or beef, maybe I'll add some seafood or a bit of minced pork but it's all about greens, you're not young anymore and it's time to learn and eat some healthy food'. She showed him the grumpy face and said 'I'm always young Papa, but it wouldn't hurt to try' *smiling inside*

He pick up bok choy , lettuce and this weirdly long, hard and light green one, leafless and uttered 'this one here is a rich source of vitamin C, phalides, and coumarins inflammation, blood pressure, beats cholesterol, prevent cancer and it's taste good too, you should try tonight'. She took a look at the weird long hard green one and said 'Papa you got to be kidding me, this is Celery! I can try anything but Celery?! Eew..I can sense the smell of it even without eating it! Eew eew.!' Daddy looked warmly at her and said 'I'll make it into a a dish that you can't find the taste of Celery in it' . To be honest, all that's playing in her mind is, how good can this taste, it's Celeeeeeeeeeery!, but she don't want to break his enthusiasm since he's excited to be the cook this time so she forced a smile and nod to him.

* Celery *

Dinner was obviously not something she look forward to that night, and yet she still have to drag herself to the dining table. The dishes were nicely cooked and served in the table, Bok Choy with Fried Dace with salted black beans , Lettuce with minced pork and the main dish Celery with cuttlefish and ginger. She started out with Bok choy 'she liked it because it actually taste alright, next she tries the Lettuce, ' it taste good too' then she wonder ' it wasn't so bad after all, why didn't I like veggies when I was young, just because it's green in color?' * that's what she remembered * Then her dad looked at her and pointed his fingers to the third dish and said 'now,try this' She look at the plate and she feels the shivers in her body, with no choice at all, she reluctantly took a small bite but apologetically as she am, she couldn't bear to swallow it. The next thing she knew, she spitted it out.
Aigh.. She know daddy wants her to try celery because its good. But in the end she gave up. She look at her daddy and said ' Papa, I will eat the other veggies but not this, I just can't put it inside my mouth, I'm sorry ' Then she asked her daddy, ' can I actually blend it to a juice, maybe it will taste better? ' He looked at her and smile ' you can try '. So to please everyone, including herself to learn to love it, she came out with this brilliant idea to blend it with fruit juices!!! Yup that's rite, she bet the fruits will cover the weird celery taste.

Off she goes to do her experiment.....
She choose the fruits she loves most for the experiment which is apple, orange, dragon fruit, tomato and lastly celery. And guess what, It's 2009 and she's in love, she never knew blending all into one actually taste so good!
She came up with a name for her fruit juice, * Fruitalli Amour *
* it's good for health and you guys should try and blend the fruits you like all into one instead of eating them one by one * =)

Now she is proud to say she is eating vegetables and Celery too =)

* She's missing you *

2009-11-25T18:26:00.003+08:00

A beautiful Sunday morning and she pulled him out to the streets. It bothered him every time she said she want to go out for a walk and this is the third time. The reason why she repeatedly asked to go out is because she still haven't found that particular item that she wanted since few months back. Suddenly he got a phone call from his friend, telling him about this shop at the corner of the street .
* a gift of love from her dearest brother * =)

* I know you don't want your picture to be posted but you have no choice, this is my blog *
* evil smile *

Kyori Kusagami
A guy with an open heart
and never missing the part
A guy who protects her from being hurt
and leaves his pain in dirt
A guy she love to be around
because he is a close friend found
A guy who always puts out his hand
and act like he understand
A guy with a heart full of music
bringing her to the world of trance music
A guy she can always turn to
because he is always true
* She can't wait till you're back in KL as she miss having you around and dancing with you!! *

* Short but Sweet *

2009-11-25T03:11:00.002+08:00

*Far away there in the moonlight are her highest aspirations. She may not reach them but she can look up and see their beauty, believe in them and try to follow them*

Inside her little black book of memories,
are special thoughts of you
And all the beautiful things which,
because of you, came true
As she flipped back the pages of memories,
Recollecting every single moments
She realize the joy and pleasure
That knowing you has brought.

A face that makes countless amount of expression,
A message that brights her up before saying hello
With moments of laughter even without starting a conversation..
And when she recall these memories as she move along life's way,
They grow more precious and blessed with every hassling day
Thank you * smiles *

* Feels like winter *

2009-11-21T02:27:00.011+08:00

Friday afternoon, listening to the pitter patter raindrops outside her bedroom window, she rolled over to the left corner of her bed and take her cell phone. She was just about to tap the words ' I miss you ' and send it to that particular someone when it started ringing. She laughed when she picked up the call and she asked ' What's up my lurve? , I was just about to send you a message ' Her lurve replied ' I just woke up and I thought of you, do you want to go out for lunch together? ' She smiles and said yes. And once again they went to Coffee House in Pandan Indah for lunch.

If there happen to be a day
when she write you a letter
spilling out her soul,
And if she ever hand it to you,
you will laugh before you open it.
Because every maze she walks,
You will be there holding her hands.

* Heaven sent *

2009-11-19T08:32:00.004+08:00

There are too many treasures in life we take for granted, the worth of which we don't fully realize until we saw it coming to us in some unexpected way. Just a note to say she's always here and Good Luck =)

* Poison *

2009-11-18T04:33:00.002+08:00

An hour together in the club

2009-11-17T19:22:00.002+08:00

*Rodolphe and Rodriguez* One of the nights that she will always remember * wink *

* Just the way we are *

2009-11-17T18:40:00.004+08:00

When they meet each other out for lunch.. * CaJill *

* Home is where the heart is *

2009-11-17T01:15:00.004+08:00

As lighting snagged the dark, rainy November evening sky, she called her mum " I'm reaching home soon' ...She is finally back in Kuala Lumpur

* CaJill's Outing *

2009-10-27T15:43:00.011+08:00

One September afternoon, dressed in blue vests, white tops and skinny jeans, CaJill decided to take a stroll along Jalan Bukit Bintang.

What will you do when you're stuck in a jam? Everything is a toy if you play with it.. * smiles *

When there is no expectations, you tend to go home with empty wallets.

* Just a little update *

2009-10-25T07:17:00.017+08:00

She reached home at four in the morning that night and headed to her showers, after getting all cleaned up, she grab her headphones, laptop, cigarettes, lighter and a cup of hot milo and headed to the balcony. She picked Tiesto's new album Kaleidoscope as her choice of music and logged on to blogger. She is currently located in place called Dongguan a place situated in between Shenzhen, Guangzhou and Hong Kong for her work again.

She broke her promise and she left without saying goodbyes to her darlings, she's here to apologize, ' I'm Sorry Babes, when I'm back it's my treat okay? '
There this particular one that she owed a big apology to and it's her Lurve, she's sorry things did not turn out the way it seem. Give her some time, when the right moment comes, everything will eventually be how it was supposed to be.

The night before, her brother introduced her to his friends that he has been hanging around with for the past two years. There is a few familiar faces that she remembered from her last trip and there is some new found faces which she like as they seem to be really nice people. They went for karaoke session that night and it was the night she slept at eight in the morning, thanks to the alcohol. Sometimes she wonder, what is actually wrong with the beer?, ' it's like a message telling her it's either you have to drink loads of it to get drunk or don't you even think about getting a good sleep if you just drink two or three cans of it as it will be haunting you till the morning sunrise '...

Just a little bit..

2009-10-14T05:41:00.005+08:00

A little bit of adoration,
A little bit of perfection,
A little bit of affection,
A little bit of luckiness,
A little bit of love needed,
A little bit of trust to know it's true,
A little bit of touch to feel it's real,
Just a little bit of this and just a little bit of that because I just got woken up by my beautiful nightmare..

* Release Stress *

2009-10-10T02:45:00.004+08:00

The sudden thought, the moment lingers,
* nacido ser un alguien *

* Jewelry Attack *

2009-10-06T00:30:00.018+08:00

The Eiffel tower was curious, standing all alone having thoughts where it actually belongs,
Then comes the little antique keys who's just too bored being hang around the neck at all times,
' Hey Hey', say's the little coins that was loved but had only been worn once because it comes in too heavy, thanks to Mr.Big Bulky Gold that was in the middle..
What about those anxious chain that was never touch since a decade ago?
Oh and do you still remember about the tiny chain that comes with the cassettes that was brought from Bangkok but was nowhere to be seen as it was always out from the scene....So what am I gonna do with ya ? * THINK OUT OF THE BOX *

* Jiujiuz * =)

* Have a touch of Alanis *

2009-09-29T02:13:00.011+08:00

All time favorite : Alanis Morissette ,a very expressive singer-songwriter with good music from her Jagged a little pill album and lyrics beautifully written. *smiles*

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud
I'll live for you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem ...... why are you crying
Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...

JPAK's Saturday Night Fever

2009-09-28T21:00:00.010+08:00

Tick tock tick tock,
Clock strikes midnight
Buzz Buzz ' Baby come back to me '
Phone starts ringing
She took a glance in the mirror,
To see if she looked alright
There's something new tonight,
She finally took the courage..
' Please do not fall Fake Eyelashes'..
It's her very first time
JPAK dancing in the moonlight
Malibu was the booze of the night

Pictures by MarcianoSan

* Coldplay - Strawberry Swing *

2009-09-28T00:06:00.004+08:00

Always love their songs and she likes the creativity of this video! Thumbs up for Coldplay

Liselotte Watkins

2009-09-27T15:32:00.006+08:00

Came upon this and she's awesome with her illustrations. You can check out her blog http://liselottewatkins.blogspot.com * she's in Miu Miu spring summer collection 2008 *

* EARTH, WIND, FIRE, WATER *,kind of represent my horoscope Aquarius =) * nice one *

Both of this is * ELLE *

* Restaurant Pontus *

* BON *

* She's addicted *

2009-09-27T13:41:00.009+08:00

Creation of Pamela Love and Iosselliani , just one word Impressive!
Silver : Gold : Snakes : Skulls : Daggers : Chains : Animal : Gems :

* pedazo de mi *

2009-09-23T03:27:00.004+08:00

Halfway through there's a stop at the junction,
It's perfection and it's still out there.
When it touches, there's the magical tingles,
It's weird but it's true, and it's scary somehow,
Can't confide as it turns blank, happens all the time,
It's weird and will still be a mystery..
That's the reason it's always behind..

* Going Blue *

2009-09-19T16:26:00.007+08:00

What will you do when you find yourself bored with your old chunks? Vamp it up!

When one's lazy, she craps..

2009-09-17T21:49:00.021+08:00

I guess there's something wrong with moi or does most of the things i touch tends to go haywire?

As you can see, I owned four cellphones, * from left to right *
Phone no.1 : * moi's 'sui wu' phone, that's what they called it back then and it's a birthday present from my dad last year and it was fully functional with it's Tooting and Beeping sound, the very old school kinda that me likey, *plus it even has ringtones in it but mostly chinese sondrio as it is Made in China* but after a week of using it, something is not right with the battery as no matter how many times I fully charged it, I can only use it for like 15 minutes the max??!! * speechless *
Phone no.2 : This is my gadget when I was in Form 2 ! , cute isn't it? * it even has a DJ mixer in it where you can make your own melodies * , that's the time when I started with my phone messaging and puppy love stories! * giggles * Well, this one is the only one that I've kept well though I'm not sure why but till now it still seems fine, minus the cracks and scratches.
Phone no.3 : This pretty white one, ride with me on my roller coaster life for about 3 years I assume and suddenly one day during the morning sunshine when a friend called me, she keep talking and I was responding but I was the one without voice... she's like 'hello hello are you sure you get what I'm saying, or are you trying to play games with me again as I can't seem to hear anything from you! hello Hello..' * eh-hem... so there goes my white gadget,..*speaker problem*
Phone no.4 : My recent cellphone, the one I am currently using right now which is suppose to be a perfect one! * I still remember I wanted this soOooo bad after the James Bond movie and it's RED * and I'm able to hold on to it for 9 months now but problems starts to appear one by one as now I can't type a message too fast or else it will automatically switch off itself, and I can't switch off my cell because once I switch it off, it will take me a day or two to switch in on again! * totally speechless! * .. I guess it's time for me to get a new cellphone, * I'm thinking about BlackBerry!! * give me a little bit of time, I'm gonna get ya'

I told my darling I would grab her out for lunch when she starts working in KL as it's near my house but we keep delaying as I could not find the perfect timing to reach to her because everytime we try to make it succeed sure there's something blocking us but finally we made it happen today.. * will try to get you out for lunch again when I have the car and it's your lunch hour! * =)

Lastly I want to share about what I did last Saturday..

Our anticipation and hopes for MissTyng to get us the vvip tickets for the concert since last week, she fulfilled our wishes on Friday afternoon as she finally manage to get us the vvip's ! Thank you so much my darling! Love you to the max! * smiles * T-Music Festival was held in Bukit Jalil and the concert starts at 7pm . The reason we wanted the vvip so badly is because in that area we get to move around, dance, jump, and just do anything that's legal with free flow of Tiger Beer all night long!!...whats more to say?! Oops, I almost forgot, there's a moment halfway through the concert when the whole place was left in the dark because the cable behind the vvip lounge was caught on fire, but eventually it came back on 40 minutes later and this is the first time I was in a concert, standing till almost 2am!! It was a tiring night but it's worth as I get to hear voices of 20 differ artistes and needless to say the whole night was all fun!!

My partner of the night, MissLing =P

April.. really big thanks to you darling we had so much fun that night * *mwah*

Miss Yee Wen * It's been some time since I last met up with her! =) we will hang out sometime k?!

Mimi Chai, pretty babe of mine

Manhand, Malaysia's first Hip-hop band * there's a gorgeous babe too but she's not in the pic Von Lee *
Daeren Tan, McToy, McBee, PointChong

My darling Christina's favorite of all time, David Tao * I only manage to capture two pictures for you *

Joey Yung, * loves her voice *, got to know her since I was 16

For my Mummy and Sister Jane@Chuckei

2009-09-16T03:28:00.004+08:00

You're both older today than yesterday but both younger than tomorrow.. May this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams! Happy Happy Birthday to my dearest mummy and sister!

* Owned *

2009-09-14T23:53:00.006+08:00

My latest addition, a place to put my favorite rings separated from the others =) * it was supposed to be an astray * *smiles*

* Hey, It's OK... *

2009-09-14T02:16:00.016+08:00

....To.Get.So.Ticked.Off.At.One.You.Can.Only.Talk.Like.This..
Always remember never to be the one in fear,
Don't get defeated by the unwanted traumas,
Being depressed is just an illusion,
Don't get caught from the past.
I'm not who you thought I was before,
As I ain't gonna let those attempting act come near me anymore!

* moi piece of art *

= it's the best I could do with water colors =

Just a day out..

2009-09-10T11:54:00.016+08:00

It was a beautiful Monday, I went to Pavilion to watch The Orphan, a movie about a couple dealing with strains in their marriage after their third child was stillborn and they decided to adopt a child. I would rate the movie 3.5 out of 5 stars as I did enjoy the movie myself and since I went to watch two horror movies within those few days, I would like to do a comparison between The Orphan and Final Destination 4 which I watched last Friday, I would say Final Destination 4 practically gave me a heart attack and it was a great one but once again I still prefer the first one more not just because of Devon Sawa * he's my total heartthrob when I was in high school! * *giggles* but it just seems so real as it did get on my nerves and up until now I still can't forget the storyline. The Orphan on the other hand, gives me a differ kind of perception towards horror movie as I always have a thing for children but this movie give me chills when I see a child which seems like a genius for her age with her knowledge and her ability in arts but one who does cruel things and even killing people!! * that was all before i knew she was a 33 year old!!* When I come to think about it now I still feel the ..EeeEwwness......Plus the part when she flirted with her dad, *OMFG I felt digusted but wanting to laugh* not due to her behaviour but the fact that her dad actually respond back to what she says! wtf** I mean I know he's drunk but still!!! ' it's worth watching if you like horror ' *smiles*

Bought this both from Topshop, I always like comfy stuffs

I had my dinner at this Swiss-German restaurant in Damansara and the food is finger licking good =) * p/s it's non-halal *

Oops.. did I forget to state what I saw while I was walking towards the restaurant..* I wonder how did it happen? * LOL..

At night I went to this place called The Library that serves drinks and food with a touch of music at The Curve which I put a kiss in it because I totally love the decoration and ambience of this place. * didn't manage to take much pictures as my camera went out of battery *

I manage to capture the toilet mirror * evil smile *

* Buzz me on the 31st *

2009-09-05T18:28:00.028+08:00

Unto the boundless music of it's beauty,
Runs this special day where we are all gathered together.
Remembering this year is the 52th Independence Day,
Which is the place I was born and raised.
Here I unclasp some words deep from my soul,
Where I have cast a spell with all my care:
Though there will be sighs about the past events,
How critical some problems may be.
Looking further, there will be a light,
Examine well and there might be a true beauty,
Writing it here i hope for peace.. Happy Merdeka =)

At first I was torn in between going to Aaron's place with cuzzie, Ling and rest of the gang or shall I go to Zouk with my lurve. It all started with a message Ling send to me regarding a potluck they are doing at Aaron's about four days ago and I casually replied that it wouldn't be a prob since I'm free and on the other hand, I heard the news that there won't be fireworks this year at KLCC so there's no reason why I should be stuck at home. * Last year I was looking at the fireworks from the balcony at my house * And just a day before Merdeka eve, I received a suprize call from my lurve telling me ' lurve, it's been a while since CaJill was out and partying during the nights as I'm always busy but this weekend I want us to be in Zouk since I'm free for the night, are you with me? ' and that's how I got mess up thinking which place should I go... After few moments of tossing myself in bed, * wondering why isn't the invention of human clones actually do exist * I finally made the decision, since I wanted to be in both places so badly * first case I haven't been to Aaron's and he owns two lovely snauzhers * * second case, it's so d*mn true that it's been a while since the last CaJill * so end up I didn't choose as I went for both and I had much fun that night. * joyful smile *

Aaron did a close up shot of each one, try and spot which is moi! ... * smiles *

Say hi to AJ.. he's a total cutie =)

* CaJill *

And I thought who's that stranger who came to hug me in the entrance of Zouk :P * scared the sh*ts of out moi *.. My darling Nana

My lurve, Kelly and moi

And after a few times of trying to catch each other, we finally get to take a picture together, the girl with a pretty face and a very beautiful smile.. Sarah =) nice knowing you babe..

Met Billie in Phuture.. * babe thanks for the booze *

2009-09-05T00:41:00.033+08:00

For a special someone on the 30th August, someone who is always there...

en ce jour trés special, comme toi, un joyeux anniversaire.Que cette journée t'apporte des choses et des souvenirs merveilleux.
Je te souhaite beaucoup de joie et de bonheur
Once again, thank you for everything that you have ever done for me. Take care always =)

= 4 my ladies =

2009-08-29T13:49:00.027+08:00

I want to dedicate a poem to my ladies since I have the sudden thought ..
* I am always walking down paths,
Along the way, I will meet people.
Some of them are just passerby's,
But there are those I feel it's Godsend.
Those that always stood by me,
Never giving up on me,
With a heart that contains no boundaries,
Are those I called the special ones.
Their presence brightens me up,
As we have a bond that no one can explain.
We do grow separately as we gets older,
But without growing apart from each other.
These are the ones engraved deep inside my heart!
For my best friends : Christina Ng, Pearly Wong, Kelly Yap, April Toh, Carrine Chong and Samantha Yee.. Xoxo

* She's at it again *

2009-08-27T00:09:00.045+08:00

Today I want to share a movie that I bought about a week ago, I actually watched it twice in a row on the very same week itself! How did I manage to come upon this movie? I was in the shop, soul-searching for movies when I came upon this ' The Boat That Rocked ' stating ' creator of ' Four Weddings, Notting Hill & Love Actually ' and my next reaction was like ' OMFG, is that a Richard Curtis film? ' I always have a thing for Richard Curtis,* giggles to oneself * I know it's lame but I do sometimes search for movies done by producers I adore such as Steven Spielberg, Tim Burton, Ron Howard, Robert Zemeckis, and Richard Curtis. * what I like about Richard Curtis? * to my point of view, he is a good writer and producer with films that were usually a little bit of heartbreaking but yet bringing laughter into the scene, so called ' romantic comedies' with an addition that he has a love for pop music? He is also the one behind Mr.Bean and Bridget Jones Diary

The movie 'The Boat that Rocked' talks about what happen during 1960's in United Kingdom. It is all about MUSIC,SEX & DRUGS! * you got me right, that's what i wrote and that is the time I got to know about Hippies! * In 1966, the moment when pop music was at it's finest era but the government was against it and they only allowed the BBC station to play only two hours of rock and roll every week, so at this time, somewhere in the high seas there happen to be a pirate radio station pumping good music 24 hours a day with rogue disc jockey's *DJs* and 25 millions of people ' that is more than half the population of Britain ' is actually listening to these pirates every single day but the British government official tries to take down the pirate radio to protect the country.

The pirate radio

* On air , off the shore, out of control,
One boat, eight man, no morals,
When Britain rocked, He ruled,
A small boat, the huge ocean, massive ego! *

* Rhys Ifans as Gavin Cavanagh!.. he has a really sexy voice! * yums *

* Philip Seymour Hoffman as The count! * He is a total cutie and he tries his best not to leave his microphone, throughout the whole movie * check out his headphone! *drools*...

It is worth to watch so don't miss this and I just can't get enough of the old school stuffs they have inside the movie! * the records, phonograph and headphones!! * Another thumbs up for this movie is the soundtrack. You get flashback on songs from The Kinks, The Beach Boys, Duffy, Cat Stevens, The Who, Dusty Springfield, Jimi Hendris, The Hollies, David Bowie and lots more which I almost neglected them, but when I was watching the movie I can actually still sing to it! ... Don't get shocked as I am a fan from all genres of music ranging from oldies, indies to electro....
Two of the songs that I liked,...
' Lazy Sunday Afternoon ' Small Faces

Wouldn't it be nice to get on wiv me neighbours( da da da do)
But they make it very clear they've got no room for ravers
They stop me from groovin, they bang on me wall
They're doin me crust in it's no good at all,
Lazy sunday afternoon, I've got no mind to worry, close my eyes and
Drift away, Close my eyes and drift away.

and ' Father and son ' Cat Stevens..
Father :
I was once like you are now, and I know that its not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not...

That's my Thursday :)

* Sunrise comes to soon *

2009-08-25T08:06:00.020+08:00

Early in the morning, got woken up by my sneezes, * I just slept 3 hours and now I am widely awake * " sweat " Thought of writing about my best friend Ling's and Kennix birthday parties that was held on Saturday and Sunday but when I switched on my BlackyB * i named my canon Ixus * I realized I didn't take much pictures so I guess I'll just have to wait for the others to upload.And just to express my downsides, my Sony Vaoi which I named it 'SotSotBaobei' is running it's systems like a newly born snail and my 'SotsotKei' Sony Ericsson c920 is mentally ill!!* speechless * ' please don't laugh at me because I do have a habit of naming the things I owned and loved, haha '
Anyway to kill my boredom of thinking what to blog as I feel like typing something now.........................Suddenly i have a thought about FLOWERS! ....just let me crap..

You know how it feels when someone suddenly pop up and surprise you at your working place, house or when you are sick with a bouquet of *Real Flowers*??, ' ... no matter you are a guy or a girl, you will definitely be overwhelm! I mean come on, who actually don't like flowers? With the fact that flowers were given to express love, affection and caring, they should be irresistible!...

Let me share with you a secret about moi, I always knew flowers were beautiful, delicate and as one of the nature's most amazing and cherished splendors, they are wonderfully fragrant and I loved them. But few years back, I was telling my friends that it was totally ridiculous and stupid when someone send me flowers because I always thought that it's not worth! Come on, eventually the flowers will be dead in a few days,so why should I waste such money on something that I can't hold onto for long?... So I started to dislike flowers. But until two years ago, I have indeed changed my perception and fallen in love with them once again when I found out the beauty of flowers.

The true beauty of flowers is that they have a 'LANGUAGE' all their own! * I never knew that! * do you??
And that language was introduced to the Western world in the early 1700s when Lady Mary Wortley Montagu, a socially celebrated British letter-writer and poet who found a Turkish love letter that interpreted the meanings of various flowers, herbs and plants during her stay in Istanbul. She was totally fascinated by the letter that she started sending copies of the letter to her friends in the European society suggesting that even without writing mushy love letters you could actually communicate with your loved ones with flowers, herbs and plants!
And that's how I found out the true treasure about flowers and I am going to list down some flowers and their thought expressed...
* Amaryllis : pride, splendid beauty, timidity
* Anemone : expectations, sickness
* Aster : variety
* Carnation : Fascination, burning love, woman's love
* Chrysanthemum (red) : I love (white) : truth (yellow) : slighted love
* Clover (white) : think of me
* Daisy : innocence
* Lily (white) : sweetness, modesty, purity
* Anthurium : heart-shaped represents hospitality
* Gladiola : strong character
* Hydrangea : heartlessness, boastfulness
* Iris : message for you, flame, my compliments (yellow) : passion
* Lilac (purple) : love's first emotions
* Orchid : a beauty
* Peony : bashfulness, shame
* Buttercup : childishness, ingratitude
* Rose : love (red) : passion, beauty (pink) : friendship, graceful beauty (white) the giver is worthy of your love (yellow) jealousy
* Rosebud (red) : pure and lovely, you are young and beautiful (white) : a heart ignorant of love, girlhood (moss) confession of love)
* Stock : lasting beauty
* Sunflower (dwarf) : adoration (tall) : haughtiness
* Tulip : fame (red) : declaration of love (variegated) : beautiful eyes (yellow) : hopeless love
* Forget-Me_Not : true love, fond remembrance

= forget-me-not=

' Do you feel like grabbing some flowers and send to the particular someone right now after knowing that they do meant something ? ' I mean imagine putting Roses, Iris and Clover and it would come out ' Love, I have a message for you, think of me! ' *GRINNING WICKEDLY *... Now you can shower your love ones with the proper flowers and maybe tell them the meaning of the flowers which I think is totally sweet and it shows much more about one's affection towards the other! .. Xoxo to my Tuesday craps..

' Behind those walls '

2009-08-21T01:47:00.009+08:00

She felt the doldrums in one's eyes, the moment she looked at one..
Silent whispers here and there, No one really know the reason behind.
It is never easy to assimilate unexpected truth about one's thought..
The clock is ticking, I think its TIME :)

- Don't get Caught -

2009-08-18T18:36:00.024+08:00

You hear them whispering ' Hey, what is she up to nowadays? '.. ' So is she still working? ' ' What is she working now? ' ... everyone is curious to know what is she doing..

* grins * It's been some time again since I last blog, and to the above statement, ' I am currently not doing anything and I could actually sleep at any hours I like, although I prefer to sleep earlier just so that I could maintain a healthier lifestyle! ' And because of my lateness, you guys better bear with me as I am writing a long story about the current ME! .*LMAO*
Let me start with my lifestyle after closing the shop, this is my usual routine...
Morning * happens once in a blue moon *: I do get up earlier in the morning, maybe about 9-10 ish at times? LoL..well that is not what I want to share with you guys but I am not working now.Well, firstly when i get up from bed I will switch on the HI-FI as I need my music! ' and then go to the bathroom and brush my teeth for 5 minutes the least ' I hope it doens't put you in gasp as I have a friend whom brushes her teeth for the least 10 minutues! ' I even heard some girl brushes hers for 15 minutes which is totally crazy ' i think blood will start coming out at that mo' ! ', take my shower, wash my face and apply the needs for my face and body. Then I will walk to the kitchen and drink 4 glasses of water which is good for our health although my friend once told me it is better if u could gulp 6 glasses of water but I still couldn't manage to do so ', and after that I'll choose to eat an apple or strawberry yogurt before I start doing my house chores.
Afternoon : Will have my lunch taken either outside with my friends or at home, then I'll switch on my laptop and start chit-chatting with my friends while I surf the net. Some afternoons, I will go out to buy or read books in Kinokuniya, while doing a little bit of window shopping, and at times I will go find my friends for tea time.
Night : Another moment in the bathroom to cleanse oneself, and have my dinner taken, then I will just laze around at home, watch television, reads books or gather up myself in front of the 15" LCD Sony Vaoi.
Weekend mornings : Didn't enjoy much on my mornings just yet but I am hoping I could go for outdoor activities very soon!
Weekend nightlife : This one I think everyone could have guessed, I will be somewhere in the clubbing scene or walking around in areas where the cinemas is located.
After reading this, I do sound like some bimbo chick ' did I just state that on myself? ' , Haaa .. but it does sound so Bimboish as I ain't doing anything but just lazing around at home and having the time of my life, That IS SO NOT TRUE! Just because the fact that I close a shop does not mean I will let my career go down the drain, and what's more the actual fact is, I am working but unnoticed and unbothered as well as keeping quiet as I like to have a low-profile of myself. But to stop everyone from wondering about me, here is a sneak peek on what I usually do for my job..

So to everyone whom cares about me which I know you guys really do and i appreciate it, don't have to worry about me as I am working, .. :)

Next up, I am confessing I do smoke and here is my d.i.y cigarette box, *which is actually a free card holder that was given at the entrance from the last Freedom rave in Malacca but I found out it fits my ciggies perfectly* and my favorite lighter, all the way from Australia..' thanks to dearest Jaqc '.. ' EVERYONE SMOKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH ' so please don't ever learn to smoke if you haven't started it!

Next thing you know, I got myself a new box of eye shadows which has 120 colors * you guys will be wondering wth am I doing with so many colors but it's just so irresistible and I could always have a bit of fun with my make up! * and a pair of fake eyelash, ' it's unbelievable but I still don't know how to put on fake eye lashes! I think it's time to ask for tutorial from my sister Chuckei

Here is a snapshot of my handsome daddy with his latest haircut ' he didn't know i took this' and my gorgeous mummy as she is finally ready to pose for the camera...

And on last Saturday, Nana asked me to join her to the clubs and this time around, I was told not to abandon her halfway through the party scene as I always tend to go missing. Without hesitation I said ' Yes! , promising her I will not mingle with others and only stay with her '. So on that night itself, we did had fun, with my greatest dad fecthing me to the club... ' it is hard to believe but it is true as I was kind of late that night and I didn't know whom should I call at that very moment so.........! Here is a few shots taken in the club with my dearest...

I cut my own bangs yet again..

At about 1.30am, my phone starts vibrating and I got a message from my cuzzie telling me she and Ling will be coming to the club as well..My two besties..

Heart it when everyone gets a little tipsy..

Lastly , I am going to post about a restaurant located in Jalan Imbi, my dad brought us and my grandparents to dine on last Sunday. The reason I post this was because the delicacies are all finely made, the dishes are cooked with less oil and it is really delicious!..* I don't know how to translate into english the dishes we ordered * but it's really worth a try!

Here's the dishes we ordered that night...

' Sang Yu ' soup Clay pot ginger fish

' Siong tong ' la la Mince pork

'Muk yu and Nam yu ' pork Hong Kong ' choi sam '

That's all for my latest update about moi and I hope I didn't bored you people! ,

2009-08-14T07:16:00.017+08:00

This time around, it is about one's love.. My mum

My mum is having a gastric problem that makes her wants to burp all the time which relates to her her indigestion problem. To what know, gastric problems is not easy to heal, it makes her very emotional, always putting all the blames and burdens to herself, unable to sleep well and lastly she has lost quite a few kilograms and I am totally not liking it! So what I'm writing here it's actually something she already knew as i keep blabbing on it but I just want to say it all over again in short notice..

'Mummy, just stay calm, try to relax yourself, don’t think so much of the unnecessary, what you want us to do just tell us, you know we would actually do it if you just say a word, and i don't like it when u always do that angry face even when you are not angry, as you are starting to get used to it! It is not good for you! Next thing you know all the wrinkles will start coming out..! I always prefer your laughter and you know I am always there when you need me so just CHILL okay?.. '

Everyone loves their mum but just let me state it here,
I LOVE MY MUM always do! * Don't worry everyone, my mum is recovering so don't go abroad over this issue.. I just want her to know how much i care about her..*

Yesterday was one of the best days i had, a knocked on the door and mum said...
'Lui' ( as in daughter ) , ' After fetching Ashley back from school,let's go to the salon and do something different to our hairstyles as I am totally bored with mine ' ..'It's been a while since I last heard as we were always busy '..

Mum asked me to recommend her on what kind of hairdo she should go for ' At that moment I was actually flipping through the VIVI magazine thinking of which model’s hair color actually suits me ' and then I came upon a really nice bob cut, I’m like 'hey mum I think this will look great on you!' … 'she took a look at it and replied 'not bad '... Then mum ask Ashley, 'Baby I thought you want to cut your hair too? 'Ashley nodded (Baby Ashley wanted the hairstyle for quite some time, but waiting for the right moment and courage to cut it) and after a moment of pause, they both agreed 'Let’s do it'

* It’s definitely going to be a big surprise for my Dad when he comes back on Saturday afternoon * and here’s a little sneak preview…

Let's start off with my MUM ...Her before..( she is sOooo gonna kill me for using the not so good looking picture! )

This is what i choose for her from the magazine

And here is my beautiful mum.. ' just a side preview' she is still not ready for pictures yet but I am already loving it!'

Next up is my little sister, Baby Ashley.. ( two photos from her blog) the before..

The after.. ( again just to keep u guessing )..

Finally it's moi, all i did was coloring, so i give Lena Fuji page to Frank telling him I wanted this hair color,

And Voila..

It isn't perfect though, as I dyed my hair black before, my total coverage was not what i presume it to be..But I still think it looked fine .. :)
That's all for now... xoxo

* Saying Goodbye *

2009-08-07T00:14:00.015+08:00

On the 4th of August 2009, I said my last Goodbye to the streets of Jalan P.Ramlee which I occupied for 9 months.. and I thought goodbye was easy.. ' i still feel a little heartbreaking at the mo'...when i see the people shifting out the sofa, cupboards, display cabinets and all the other items. People start asking me, ' are you alright? ' .. 'what you gonna do next' .. Don't worry peeps, 'I am alright' ... I will do something else.. Life is all about learning, exploring and experiencing right? ...
* i got a poem for the shop* this is totally lame but i am me and that is the way i express myself so.... i am just gonna put it in my blog *

I once had the chance to hold it close,
And i use all my ways figuring out how to satisfy the needs,
As someone told me to stay strong,
Believing that miracles will happen someday.
In between the lines, there is always arguments,
But a wrong spot was chosen..
Then comes along a so-called friend,
Trying it's best to make things work..
And one said one was a good buddy,
All I sense is an expectation out of nothing..
Though I do feel bad having to leave it,
But I cant bear with it any longer..
As it is time to move on to another new journey..
Goodbye Heart & Soul

What my BabyAshley got for me..

2009-07-29T23:38:00.012+08:00

Baby Ashley is always into competition to win cd's, caps , gadgets and all but this time around she actually won something for me :) Nouvelle Vaque albums with her signature.. :) thanks Baby!

A little bit about Hennessy Artistry..

2009-07-29T17:41:00.030+08:00

Its about 7ish when I called my babes and told them I will be joining them to the event,which is the Hennessy Artistry Global Art Of Mixing 25th July 2009... with artist Mr. Sam, Dj Camilo, One buck short, Dominique Tsai, Dj Milinka, Ying Yang twins and the last but not least FatMan Scoop.
I reached home about 8pm, took my shower, did my make up and I wanted to do my hair but i was out of time so end up i just tie a high ponytail..Reach the place about 10ish and my overall results of the night, i had fun and i just got a new liquor combination... Apple Hennessy ... :) It was not bad as the babes keep going to the bar to get for more..

My tag.. I am at the O.. all thanks to MimiChai, one gorgeous babe of mine..

Mimi and moi

The 3 ladies making a striking pose

...this is moi...

....the Sexy cuzziePearly...

The drunken one... Miss Kelly Yap :P

Hooi San.. the babe that got me into V area..

Fingers poking out of nowhere,... lol..

The gays wannabes....Aaron Chong and Gary Chan

Just look at them,....how gay! ... but the right one belongs to Kelly Yap.. the left one is still available though :)

The crowd i took from the O side..

And the crowd I took from the V side...

* Push away the Sickness! *

2009-07-28T01:42:00.038+08:00

I neglected my blog for quite some time as the shop is closing down, I have to get everything settled down and now I am officially sick!.. *gosh* I am having a slight fever and coughing like a mad Chicken right now when I am blogging this!.. *i am wondering where did it all started, when did i get this sickness?..* * I think my immune system is low?, did i forget to take my daily vitamins? or was it because of the heat at the shop as the air conditioner is not functioning?...whatever it is.... I DON"T LIKE IT!! ..Cant it just get the h*ll out of my system?... ===========================================================================
Last night after my work, the babes April, cuzzie Pearly, Kelly Yap, Christine, Mun Yee, Lai Nga and moi dine at Kura Restaurant in One World Hotel to celebrate April Toh's birthday. Happy Birthday darling! I wish you all the best in your career, family, health and love! It was supposed to be all girls thingy but then suddenly appear Mr.DannyFr.Junior, he was the so called the uninvited but then he help us capture some good shots with cuzzie's camera..

Always there to listen to my craps,
Pretending everything is still alright even though i was down,
Remembering the moments we had from young till now,
Inside my heart, you are one of the names engraved deep within,
Loving you as my friend is something I'll never regret :)
Lots and lots of loves! muah!

the babes making a scene with the food..

Moi and the birthday girl April

The J and A . ..

We know what you're thinking.... :P

This is why we should always have a dinner together once in a while, everyone just wants to have some fun :) Darling April and Kelly with a little bit of Danny..

Birthday girl making her wish..

the babes at Kura restaurant

And i want to share a story about the cab driver * I am not a weirdo and i did not make this up, it just so happen i started a conversation with the cab driver*
I hailed a cab from the shop to One World hotel for April's dinner and the cab driver was a 68 year old Chinese Uncle, he was friendly and we started chatting on our way to the hotel till he lost his way and need me to guide him back! lol .. *he retired from his work in the construction place as he was not able to lift heavy materials anymore about 3 years plus ago and got himself a job as a cab driver*

To what I heard from him, it is never easy being a cab driver, if you are hardworking enough to drive 10 people a day for your routine, about RM10 each you would earn about RM100 a day, and that amount is actually quite little.. As he rent a cab from the company will cost him RM40 for 24 hours , pumping gas for the cab cost RM20 , fulfill your needs of hunger RM5, so end up the total earning of a day would be about RM35!.. *that is like so little right? * Needless to say i will post 3 cases of what he told me about his journey as a cab driver * Before I start with the cases, he got rob 3 times this month alone! * *wth*

How should I start with the cases he told me, eventually It all started with the passengers not willing to pay Uncle when he drove them to their destination!

The first case Uncle told me was about a girl that he fetch to her apartment, when they reach the place, she told Uncle to wait as she don't have enough cash with her so she needs to go up to her apartment to get it, 'Uncle thought she was a nice girl waited for 30 minutes' but the girl never came back!
The second case, Uncle fetch a guy to his condominium, he took out RM100 when they reached, *Uncle got no notes to change for him*, so he say he will go up to get smaller notes and come back down, again Uncle waited 30 minutes,but the guy never came back down!
The third case, *worst scenario* Uncle fetch a girl from Pandan Indah to Pandan Jaya, the road was quite jammed, and when they reach Pandan Jaya, the girl got down from the cab and started making a scene with Uncle, * the meter shows RM6 * but the girl shouted at Uncle saying why is it so expensive just from Pandan Indah to Pandan Jaya, Uncle explained ' as you could see we were having a traffic flow and you can see that the meter is running like how it should be' but she insisted by saying Uncle cheated her with his meter machine and she took off just like that! ..*wtf*

So my conclusion regarding Uncle as a cab driver is,* I dont think Uncle will lie to me about his story as a cab driver so i just want to post this up because i feel hurt when i listen to his story and i assumed most cab drivers are having this kind of situation *..... I myself totally hate bullies and what's more you can actually do it to the older generation! SHAME ON THOSE PEOPLE THAT HAVE NO MORAL VALUES AND NEVER KNEW HOW HARD IT IS TO EARN FOR A LIVING!

I caught you!.. Orange Moon

2009-07-26T23:14:00.011+08:00

There she goes again..wishing upon the moon...
I took my footsteps back home after a hectic day at work, took off my sandals and when i go out to my balcony, guess what i saw?
Just look at it, it was smiling, not easy to catch a glimpse of the Orange moon.. * make a wish :)

its a little blur but its the best i could capture!

= Stepping Sunday =

2009-07-12T17:54:00.014+08:00

I kick off my Sunday with a poem...

There is a day I save myself from madness,

In a world full of craziness,

Thou I shall give my pride,

To one’s very own rights..

As I found the moment ,

When I cogitate about my future..

Beneath a house full of fire,

I found my best desire..

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Anyway if you like babies you would totally love this? This is what i call cutie pies and they are just so loveable and totally adorable! Watch this... :)

The making of the Evian Roller Babies...

And here comes the video... Enjoy is as I LOVE IT! ... xoxo

Our so-called YESTERDAY..

2009-07-03T23:50:00.008+08:00

How weird would you feel when people looked at you like you are some kind of morons? LMAO.. Remember our yesterday Nana?, we have people looking at us like we are from outer space?.. ' we were looking at each other,' nothing is wrong with our face today ' well our face was almost bareless , just a little concealer around the eye area and a little bit of mascara but our yesterday was quite weird, as we have people staring at us from here and there..' or asking us questions like ' where you study? Just finish your studies? ..Due to the fact that people always ask us about our age, ' people assumed that the both of us just came out from high school and on our way to college., ' how lucky are we, till now we still look young '...giggled to myself, and you know what,' I get it all the time ' ' Nana agree on that '..And why would I say so? Because people still check my identity card when I go to clubs, ' needless to say, there is one club which I once worked with,' I still remember the faces of the door girls and bouncers of that club but when I quit my job and went back to that place to party with my friends, they asked me for my IC! .*..' and each time I change my hairstyle to that club they will ask me for my IC!.*wth*..' sweat x time’ ‘sometimes i really feel glad my mum had given me a cute face? . .but still, we have to take good care of ourselves to maintain our youth don't we?...

=its my statement of yesterday = you guys can don't read my craps if it bothers you.. LMAO

Nana picked me up at about 12 noon and we headed to LowYat to have our lunch before we kick off the day with shopping for computer related items , and my darling spend quite an amount on her casing for her gadget, as she bought not 1 or 2 but 3 casing for her gadget * the iphone *.. * darling, you keep tempting me on buying the iphone! i wanted one so badly but just give me some time to save my cash and i am totally ready for it *..

Having our lunch in Causeway Bay Cafe in LowYat Plaza yesterday..

' Wedding bell's on Monday '

2009-07-01T23:09:00.015+08:00

The wedding dinner of Ellis Gan and Kennix Yap.. *Congratulations and wishing you both the best in everything ahead of you guys*… The wedding was held in Noble Banquet on Monday night that is 29th June 2009…

Who’s Kennix? , she’s my so called 6^th sense though we seldom see each other much now but we are still close in the heart, ‘ She’s a babe I got to know while I was working in my previous job and we managed to get connected due to some personal funny issues that we felt we could sense each other ‘ that’s why we called each other ' my 6^th sense '… and she guided me to be health conscious by eating the right kind of vitamins,..

* i am really happy for you babe! * :) love always...

Cuzzie picked me up at 7ish and we know we are late but she just finish work so we are like rushing mad to the place...

The moment we step foot in the place, it's the exact moment the bride and groom getting ready to walk in the hall.. so we waited for the walking in ceremony to finish before we get ourselves to our sits ... *again the latecomers * ' sweat' ..... so heres just some pictures i have stolen from my friends...

The album of the newly weds...

Both of them of the stage..

our table..

The only picture i have with them and it's abit blur... ' BooOoo...'

RubyJie, moi, my lurve Carrine, and Jolene

RubyJie, Cuzzie Pearly, moi and my lurve

Cuzzie and moi

CaJill

* Wednesday craps *

2009-07-01T21:53:00.008+08:00

I felt sunshine on my face, and it woke me up, it was about 12 in the afternoon, ‘ I didn’t pull my curtains down last night ‘ and ‘ I forget to switch on my alarm last night ‘ * smack myself *, went into the bathroom and I looked into the mirror, ’its been ages since I really look clearly at myself in the mirror’ , ' seeing my eye bags, those unwanted tiny spots, blackheads '… I am like wtf … is this me? ….today im having a fugly me dilemma… just what I needed to start my day off with…

Had some sausages and bread for lunch, and mum’s ready to fetch me out..

When I reach the shop I realized, someone forgotten to switch off the air conditioner ‘ Miss Valerie babe ‘ the electric bill will kill someone you know, and my mum will go mad at me .. ‘lol’ no more next time k?....

Went to the hi-fi, put on PlayRadioPlay cd ‘ thought of them today ‘, checked the stocks and swept the floor and I found out the tiles that’s cracking at the middle part of the shop is getting worse, ‘ what’s going on down there @$^&! ‘… ‘

Then I went back to my laptop, have a little chit chat with my friends on msn, open a few fashion websites, ‘ surfing for what’s the next IT thing ‘, got a phone call from dad, he’s coming back on Saturday :) , then a surprised phone call from a friend, and after those two phone calls I met a very nice and polite customer, ‘ I didn’t have the change for him when he bought the items at the shop and he’s nice enough to go next door and get his money change into smaller notes himself when supposedly I should be the one going to have the money changed ‘…

Later in the evening, my mum came to the shop with an apple for me, ' which brought me smiles ' ‘ OK, I am going to start talking about my apple, don’t laugh people because this isn’t just any apple it’s the best one I’ve crunch on and i am addicted to it’, ' even my Baby Ashley agree with me! I brought the apples at the KLCC Cold Storage two days ago when I realized my house is out of fruits and now its my current addiction because I just cant get enough of it.. Its more pricey compare to normal apples but it’s too tasty , juicy and crunchy that I cant get enough of it!....’ lol now you guys can smack me for writing bout my apple ’ :P

And here's my lovely apple..

.'p/s i have not spilled about the moment when i dropped my camera in the cubicle the other time when i went Barsonic' which lead me to not having much pictures captured on my own right now, i need to use my phone and getting pictures from here and there..." i miss my camera , i hope it could be fix' ... please!

........ just my craps for today ........ happy reading ..... and i will be posting about my friend's wedding next, wait up....

* be Prepared, it's aint a joke *...

2009-06-30T20:04:00.009+08:00

Did you hear the latest news? ... We usually get flu-like symptoms like fever, cough, and some other symptoms due to the crazy weather we have in KL - from sunshine to rain and from hot to cold... the usual, but now with the cases of H1n1 growing larger by the day (as I'm hearing cases here and there) *touchwood x thousand times*.... Maybe we should all invest in one of these..' I remember seeing this on a friend's blog a year ago' *just joking* Behold the gas mask! Maybe this is a bit extravagant but it definitely is nice to drool over...

The gas mask GUCCI X LOUIS VUITTON 2008... * Monogrammed and encrusted with diamonds * = faints =

Maybe this is over the top, but it's definitely time for us to boost up our immune systems by eating more vitamins and being health conscious and clean. * If you feel yourself falling sick, faster go see the doctor! * I guess we should all start wearing a mask in public and maybe even gloves?? Especially at crowded places, which you definitely should! ......* d*rn, I seriously don't like this! *....... :(

2009-06-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

' The Sweet Escape '

2009-06-28T23:52:00.029+08:00

Saturday 27th 2009....
And once again whats more can i say when it's time of the year again for klue Urbanscapes ' the city's all-day creative arts festival ..a place for arts, music, film, theatre *my kind of thing* ... and eh-hem...a marketplace for fashion with stuffs i like and it usually comes in a very reasonable price..it's suicidal..

Let's see how should i get it started, my phone starts ringin' at 11 in the morning and i thought it was my lurve who's giving me the morning call like what she said a day before but a man's voice woke me up... ' Mr Larry Goh '... i didnt expected it from you.... he says her wifey was at the shower and gave the duty to him...
A picture taken before i leave the house...

When my lurve arrived, our stomachs were grumbling so we decided to grab a bite at CoffeeHouse in Pandan Indah before going to KLPac 'as we were afraid there wouldn't be much food choices at Urbanscapes', but it was a big bad mistake because after lunch, when we were ever so ready to go to Urbanscapes, the unavoidable bridge of Pandan Indah that leads to KLPac was freaking jam due to the traffic lights gone haywire/ chaotic traffic lights causing massive bumper to bumper jam *sweat*
And so we start to cam whore....

My lurve.. with her cute ladybird...

Just us...

And we reach KLPac...... at about 4ish * finally

A picture taken on the way to park our car.. the entrance of KLPAC " Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre "..* Actually it comes in the word HOME.. but just managed to capture the HO...

First stop, we went to the Marketplace, a place with fashionable clothings, accessories, toys, home decorations, everything ...at a very good price..whats more to resist than to have a look..and see what you can grab...

While walking the stalls. ,. there is a man standing with a board in his hands........ 'a Banana a day keep the SH*T AWAY',.."lol'.

Got a picture of some toys selling there...

After our walk in the market, we went to the exhibition hall building to look for Marcus and hong,..and also April and Nic ..* Thanks to darling April for my free pass * the ticket to Urbanscapes in 35 and Door entry

A picture of Marcus and Hong * he's gonna spin at 9pm' at Urbanscapes..

The lovebirds, April and Nic

Then me and my lurve went outside the exhibition hall to have some pics taken...

We went back Inside the exhibition building,...and first thing that captured our eyes was the "art with fishy"* i called it...papers,colored water with tiny fishes in it...it was totally cool..

then came the Plastique.......ermm im not sure whats this but its still nice...

There's alot of people taking pictures in this area so we took some pics too..

more of the arts.........

Next we went upstairs and first thing that caught me in the eye was the area covered with paper and lights shining at it * it's artistic! *...and whats there more to do then to have your picture taken with it... :)

Then i took a pic when i went into the film area..

After whats inside the exhibition hall we went back outside and somewhere around the field area we saw alot of balloons.. i cant resist to take pictures with it.. reminding me of the good old day's when i was a kid .. and till now i still heart Balloons *smack me* lol...

While waiting for the loo.... we bumped into Jill Chow..

Then we headed to find Amber for her stall but unlucky us at that time it was about 8 and she was closing her stall.....

Her pose

Us with Amber...
But we manage to find Samantha Choong at her stall for Baci * :) * ..nice to meet you there babe :)

We left Urbanscapes at about 9ish and this time around compared to my last year's visit to Urbanscapes, it was a blast as the weather was fine 'last year it was raining in the evening' ...Whats more this time around we manage to grab quite some things we heart there...and i got some really cool postcards :) *

* The Final Countdown *

2009-06-27T05:04:00.005+08:00

Good fabrication, classic, and one of a kind, just get yourself one each before it's too late! Heart and soul is doing a stock clearance ... The location is at No. 18-1 Jalan P. Ramlee 50250 Kuala Lumpur Malaysia (beside Poppy Collection) www.h3artnsoul.blogspot.com

... ' d Uninvited ' ...

2009-06-24T21:26:00.006+08:00

She was just doing her normal routine at work, it was quite a quiet day today as the rain keeps falling, then she notice theres a damped area at the floor tiles on the right corner of the shop, she went in to the store to get the mop and pail and then went outside to get some water filled...when shes back, she puts the pail down and started to mop the damped area, suddenly she noticed a shadow sitting at the sofa at the other corner of the shop, she went and have a look and there's this guy staring at her, she look at him ' dark skinned, weird looking, around 30's, top naked only with a blazer, torn jeans and some old slippers' , she was like ' excuse me what are you doing here '... he replied 'i just wanna have a sit and look at you' ....she responded ' im sorry you are not allowed to sit here'... he walks his way out through the door and on his way out he asked ' whats your name ' ... she replied ' im Jimmy ' and he said ' Jimmy i love you ' and he walked out... * she stood still at the moment * * wth seriously shes frighten but tried to act cool *... not the kind of day she wanted... jitz. . . God bless . . .

Bangin' the crowd..what happen on Last Sat..20th June2009

2009-06-23T22:17:00.022+08:00

The opening of Juice boutique in KL on the 20th June 2009... Edison Chen *CLOT * :) , Sam Lee, Kevin Poon, Edwin Choong

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And i thought Armin & PVD in Zouk was already rimmed!, but Edison Chen, Sam lee @ DJBecareful, Kevin Poon and other cool hongkies appearance in Zouk Afterparty after their launch of Juice boutique in Bangsar on the very same day was quite a shocked as it was sardined pack!! .. And us girls we reach at about 11pm to the Afterparty at Zouk and having connections from here and there we manage to get in hassle free and thanks to those for bringing us up to the VIP area....we did have fun :)

..d Mischief ones....cuzziePearly, Sabrina, Ling, April, Mylurve Carrine...

Miss AprilTyng...

My babe Jaq..my saviour of all time.. always will.....my camera was outta control.. and everyone was in low batt .. we manage to capture a few pics only..

DJ Becareful@SamLee spinning the night away...funny dude...and i heart the singlet he wore. :) lol..

all of them inside the DJ console..

COME BANG THE MUSIC, COME AND DANCE, ENJOY THE MOMENT....
NO MUSIC NO LIFE...*une nuit pour se rappeler*
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And some pictures taken before, when C meets J.....CaJill....

......the posers......

snap 1..trying to smile

snap 2.. acting cool..

and snap 3 & 4 * ..... voila.... Cajill never ends... :P

* 21st June 2009 * Daddy's Little Girl..

2009-06-22T23:57:00.010+08:00

Happy Father's Day to my Papa Lau..he's still in China,

* our family pic some time ago *...i dont have a family pic of recent ones as everyone is always in overseas..but still the heart that matters..

One with a understanding heart,
A strong support to the family...
One that guided me from the very start,
He will never let me down,
As he always gets me through my sorrows..
He always tells me that everything is gonna be ok,
As he always knows whats the best for me..
Happy Fathers Day to you Papa Lau..

And i forget to post up for Mother's Day that time but im proud to say it here to..

Mum's my best friend, shes always there when i needed her,
We share secrets like no others,
Shes always the right person to tell me what i've done wrong,
One that i wont mind having her buzzing through my ears at all times..
As she also knows whats the best for me...
Sorry on times that i let you down, im trying my very best...
Happy mother's day to you mummy.....

Wishing you both the best in health and loving you both always...!!!

..i will be there when i have the money..

2009-06-20T02:24:00.013+08:00

Came home from work, after a good shower and before i put myself to bed i suddenly thought of something so i drew it...

..............je suis jiujiuz ...........
..... bonne nuit.....sweet dreams people..

..i think i called too much?!..

2009-06-19T23:39:00.008+08:00

While im still working, i need to blog this.. well my sis Chuckei tag along with me today to work,at around 8ish just now my stomach was grumbling and we went to had our dinner..

....* the waiter told me the dishes comes in small portions,' and due to my need of hunger i called TomYam soup, black beans beef, 'pakchoi' veggies but 'wth' when the dishes arrives, i was like OMG...' he lied it was all in big portions which obviously two people could never finish it up!..but i pack the dishes that i couldn't finish for late night calls' *you know what mum always say, 'never waste your food'*

Me with my ice honey.....

* SunShine Thursday*

2009-06-19T21:36:00.013+08:00

Was chatting on the phone with Nana on Wednesday, thinking of getting our hair colored but after some thoughts that we just did it like a month ago, *its still in the damaging line area*, we were like ' hmm.. why not we postpone this to the next round when she's back from UK, thats a month later..*at least our hair are much more healthier by then*...next she told me her nails are kinda messed up by the job she did the day before...as they told her its gonna be ok just to have her nails stick with some things over it but end up when she removed it most of her nails are covered with glue! * and she couldnt get it off herself* .. *poor darling*...so we decided 'since we couldn't do hair lets go get our nails done'..so yesterday we went to Times Square at about 2plus..

Nana driving me out, and while in the car she asked me 'what's there to eat in Times Square?' then i said lets go BBQ Plaza, since she haven't been there before..

The Deluxe set we called, plus two side dishes and we thought we weren't able to finish it but end up...*we managed to finish it*... with one bowl of rice each! :) .....Gosh...i think im eating quite alot lately *sweat*....Exercise more..!!

After food we went to Nail Point..

At first i thought of making nail extensions but end up it didn't happen as after our late brunch its almost like 4 plus,*our time consistent is always bad* so if i get in done at that very moment we will both be stuck in jam for like few hours on our way back'...so end up i just did the normal manicure and got it colored Purple...

As for Nana, she got all the unwanted glue out from her nails and did the French Manicure but with pink and purple..nice :)

our moments.. :) love you darling *muah muah*

nightlife rings out at you, its time to go party

2009-06-17T00:20:00.015+08:00

Wait let me get it straight,there are some bloggers that read me, you thought, 'Hey Mama she's a Party Queen' as there are quite some pics all taken in clubbing scenes...but hey come on....i aint no party queen...
What we do on Monday to Friday and some till Saturday? and even those that need to be in 24/7 *at certain times* ..what else..*WORKING* On those days we do see each other, in the net.. usually we type each other in MSN, or sometimes we do come out to have a drink, a chit chatting on the phone, try a way to sneak out to go shopping at certain hour and times when we just catch each other at a movie but there are also times when we're so busy and all stuck up that we seldom see each other as everyone have their own personal thingy, 'or it might just be me', so there are times when i wanna release my hectic days of work and other things or just to make it simple..i wanna have fun once in a while *lol*...So this is where the pretty ladies goes to clubs for drinks..so we usually will have our moments on Saturday night, so i might as well make my Saturday's a little statement..*'SATURDAY FEVER'*.. and Last Saturday wasn't that bad as most of my darlings were there...* but darling April is missing*....^ babe u better be ready for this weekend though.. ^

Let me start off with a little note, i chopped off my own bangs and it S*cks! ... just great.. the scissors that i once had for my bangs cutting was left in China, i forgotten to bring it home and i brought a new pair but the outcome wasn't what i expected! And here's me with my so nicely done Bangs.... BoOoooo.... but i still need to go party so...

First pic taken..

Trying to accept it...but hey, dont you think it's too Kiddy for me?!?!...! Ditz dam dum Myself!

First one to meet up was Carrine@my lurve, and her hubby.. for LapSap farewell to them as they are going to UK i heard for now,..you guys will be back right?! Best to you guys! Always with LapSap!

*we heart your music* Xu and Blink

a pic with Jacinta and Su yen...

Mr.Goh and Mrs. Goh

Mr.Goh asking me to finished it up....before i could go to meet Nana

And here is Nana, my darling Christina....we want more pictures together..we need it! My darling is leaving to UK soon again...*see im starting to miss you already*

And then when the time almost arrives, my two more darlings finally comes, PearlyCuzzie and Ling...

All the pretty ladies...

So...i feel its ok to have clubbing pictures posted in blog at times as everyone look gorgeous....
Anyway, i still dont heart my bangs! ......... *speechless*

..never lie..

2009-06-16T00:55:00.011+08:00

Just because of a mistake,
One got stolen, one man down,
If one cant accept the fact,
One's got nothing to say,
Despite one's usual speak of words,
Looking into reality when it strikes..
Are you waken up?
Look into what had happen before..
Throw away the sorrow..
Bring one the stars Baby...
...the angel in within....

= no Boundaries =

2009-06-13T03:32:00.003+08:00

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries.

My Thursday..

2009-06-12T03:55:00.006+08:00

Like what i usually do, hanging around in the shop, online *yea i did online for 5 mins and off 5 mins and on again for 5 mins and then off....just keep repeating like that!!* so i got frustrated as its been like this for quite some time, * and there are times i really wanna throw my lappie across the road* i dont know whats wrong with it! I already format it like 3 times..!! Its either the internet hates me or should i say what i touch will become 'gaga' eventually....*ok that is to express my mood of the day!* = sweat = Anyway i was chit chatting on the phone while walking around the streets of Jalan P.Ramlee *though i walk that street lots of times already but still just for exercise* and then when i was walking back towards the shop, i notice two tiny ones laughing and walking around in the shop, im like 'cuties!' so i went back in to the shop, they belong to one of the customers that brought clothes here before, he came again this time with his kids..they are just so adorable!..so i took pictures with them.

the cuties Sofea and Kareena

After that i waited for him to come get me for dinner and to fetch me to Rezone as one of my friend is doing a pageant there and also farewell for my RubyJie as she's leaving her current job to become an air stewardess...*Really happy for you Jie, and you get to travel to many places from now on*..whats more, maybe i'll see you on my flights with airasia as i always fly here and there too :)

Here's a picture of me with my red face..I promise someone not to drink so much but it was Jie's farewell and also one of the people inside the job i last time work with is having his birthday there so i drank quite some...i'll try to control myself more next time :)

2009-06-11T17:49:00.004+08:00

I saw your number once again ringing on my phone, its keeps coming once in a while,
sometimes i dont deny i try to ignore it but at times i know you needed someone so i just pick it up,
i know you wanted a talk and for having someone to listen to you...
but there are times it get on my nerves as you keep repeating the same old thingy,
and i keep giving the same old advice..its getting bored and lame...
as i dont know what else should i say..all i can say is 'there is a life that we have not live yet'
stop looking back into the past...look whats ahead of us..dont you think that will make us feel better?

2009-06-08T01:13:00.014+08:00

My phone keep buzzing as my lurve finally got the time to come out to party after all her hard working days and all..*its been a while since CaJill went clubbing together*...so we made a decision to go for OMFG in Barsonic...Zouk..my lurve reach my house at 11 plus and off we go...

Arrived in the entrance bump into SamzSamz darling, ....* she's in love right now :) happy to hear that *

We went to phuture first as Nana was there...., *sorry darling i didnt manage to be with you tonight..* .. :(

then we went to velvet where we met Billie and Soo Wee...

And finally Barsonic,...here we come....... till the night ends... :)

Reiko, my lurve and i

Drinking is a pleasure.. and i think i was kinda tipsy that night... but it was all fun..

*Posers*

.........i still look ok...

DJ Goldfish...*

DJ Blink...*

Sabrina, me, and my lurve...

DILEMMA

2009-06-06T18:09:00.013+08:00

Eh-hem...
For the lack of sleeping, never drinking enough h2o, eating Mac D , Burger king, KFC most of the time, never agree on eating much veggies, being a constant smoker, consuming loads of chocolaties and not taking care of my face properly * as in never cleanse my face nicely after make-up at certain times and not doing my usual once a week facial mask*.......
...look what happen now....!!!

wth *sweat*...........*ShOooOOo ShoOoooOo*
= promising myself to be a good girl by not following my above routine so much from now onwards!! i want to look good!! = :P

2009-06-05T12:03:00.010+08:00

I always have my doubts in things, and im not easy to be satisfied..
I knew my wrongs, and sometimes i might not be a good decision maker..
But what i always did, was because i knew deep down the person in me..
Its not about perfection nor the needs for fulfillment..
And i never agree on taking things for granted..
So when one say about expectations, 'its true everyone wants a little bit of this and that'
All i ever wanted was for people around me to be happy..
But in realization i found out that i start to put scratches in here and there..
So im giving myself a wake up call..no more mistakes.. stand UP to yourself..

=B.E.P =

2009-06-05T02:34:00.005+08:00

Black Eye Peas new album is one of those i feel like owning, as the music beats your heart, and gets your body doing a little bit of movement in each and every songs of it.*lol*..*its getting electro*.... :)

*two songs from the album*

2009-06-04T17:33:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, i went to KLCC with my Bb Ashley,...and guess what's in the Concourse Area?..LEGO...*its been a while since i crave bout it*.. Let me recap, i was into Lego when i was like 8 or 9 as a kid..always wanting to build a big house with all my family members inside..nice kitchen, nice room, nice living hall, nice everything..., and then there's lego where u can build into machines, words, animation characters...and what i see in KLCC.........*impressive*.......... u can build all this too!!... A place i would drool over... Rome,Italy...The Roman Colosseum..

Just look at it....done by LEGO!! ...*gosh*..omg..*drools..

And then there's KLCC...done by Lego also...just look at what we can actually do with LEGO !! OMFG...

And i got a Lego key chain :) 'as you purchase above rm300 in a single receipt at any outlet you get to go to the counter and have a little gift from the exhibition..====================== whats on my mind right now....
*im soOoo wanting to buy LEGO for some personal usage..*....still considering...*its not cheap!*..........how???!!!!.......

Should i or shouldnt i? ...maybe its a good investment? lol...*sl*p myself*

2009-06-02T17:13:00.010+08:00

He came to me at funny hours,
He took good care of me when i needed someone,
He couldn't make me stop smiling,
He could sing songs from the radio each and every one of it,
He say's hes just mumbling..
He can be quite over though at times..
He knows what im saying..
He might seem like a pretender but seriously he's a great person..
Don't get me wrong, what im saying here isnt Love..
As we ain't in a relationship as lovers....
It's just someone i'm closer with now...
As we've both been around the block..
And things we know each other well enough..
He's just my guiding light..
I'll always heart you.. :)

wednesday blues

2009-05-28T03:20:00.008+08:00

Like what i always do, sitting around at the shop, mumbling to myself, working as usual....but today we gonna dine in Delicious at Marc Residence *another farewell meet up with Keith as he's going back Ireland for 2 yrs.. * ...anyway like usual when im bored in the shop i'll put on the music and i'll start drawing, as i was *concentrating* suddenly a shadow walking in...'Soh Lou'! * almost scared the sh*ts out of me * came to my shop early around 5ish...i got him mad seconds ago online and he went silence and suddenly he's in front of me..*you* ...... = i remember you = ......

*soh lou helping me delete junks in my mail*

then around 7, Keith arrives and so came April...all hanging out in my shop waiting for dinner time...

Me and April..

The 3 of them sharing some laughter's

April capture this i think damn cute as me and Keith *the hand same gestures..*lol*...

JPAK...

The guys...Gary missing...

2009-05-26T00:33:00.005+08:00

Je ne sai pas heureux, pourquoi c'est toujours me ?
merci pour..for listening to me..bonne nuit
*im smiling because i've got a mission to achieve*
...i will be what i want myself to be...

2009-05-25T01:05:00.007+08:00

My sister Jane work with me on Saturday, ..wasn't really a good day though as the rain pours for like few hours till night...*its always raining cats and dogs nowadays at some particular timing* ..Im sorta really disliking KL weather... either its freaking *hot* or else raining like nobody business...Can someone tell me whats going on with the weather.. and yeah sometimes in the clear blue sky u hear thunder strikes! no rain no nothing but a little thunder! * sweat* ..That is Malaysia! .. On the day itself..nothing much...cam whoring in the shop.. and then wait till night time..for the guys to fetch me to Sultan Lounge * and what i crap early morning..*still drunken*....

just look at her.. growing up beautifully........ :)

..* but I want you to know that Sister will always be there for you as i hope you really could do well in your studies..always remember Knowledge will never let you down..*

2009-05-24T06:35:00.020+08:00

I know its 6plus in the morning, Im having a little hangover, i guess i drank quite some liquor in my stomach last night as i went to Sultan Lounge@ Mandarin Oriental with SohLou, April, Ling, Joe, Gary, Bryan and some others for Keith farewell as he's going back to Ireland..
suddenly feel like writing a poem..
Have i told you lately,
What's been going on with me,
Have i whisper to your ears,
How i wish you would wanna know..
Have i failed to mention
Time and time again
That I'll be doing just fine..
As my spirits have lift me up
Have i forgotten to speak
The words you long to hear
Have i actually not express
How badly you are missed
If by any chance
I did forget to tell you
let me say it now
for all of it is true... That is...I miss u..* take care

Life is always full of surprises,
Why drown ourselves when we can always smile,
We choose they way we want to live,
Sometimes we see the world going berserk,
But as long as we stay strong as who we are,
I believe all the positivity will come to us.... :)

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Someone that once bring sparks back to my life, someone that make me smile again, Someone that teaches me quite some things and how the real world is..
One that i will always remember..
Today is your birthday and i wanna say Happy Birthday to you and wishing you all the best in everything you do.. Xoxo
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i think the alcohol is still inside of me..,i feel like a drunkie typing all this craps..*sweat*..will go back to sleep.. !

a little thursday Rodolphe&Rodriguez =)

2009-05-22T02:09:00.009+08:00

She steps her foot in Manchester, Paris, London..and alot places more..and now she's back here in KL..My darling Nana, so sweet of her coming to find me on a little Thursday, as we chit chat while the rain pours for like 3 hours non stop......
My moments with you..needless to say...just loving you..

and while we were chatting us * moi, nana and littlesis'Jane* have a little friend crawling on the floor....*CockyRoach!* and...ermm...i took one of my old magazine and kinda say goodbye to *cockyroach*... :) *i didnt meant to kill ya..i dont like killing but it just happen to be at the wrong place..i'm sorry!* *goodbye cockyroach*......

2009-05-20T16:00:00.004+08:00

Looking out the door...and the sky seems so blue...i think its gonna rain again...
At moments like this i feel like sleeping...*but i cant* ..........
Again its almost end of the month...days passed by so fast...
Where's my money? *lol*...where have you gone?.......
Miss shopaholic really feels like spending...but i need to earn to spend...
Must work hard.....
This time Jacq came back but we didnt manage to spend time together because im working 24/7 and when night time strikes im already tired..I'm sorry babe...But luckily you got a good companion with you..*smiles* Next time when you back i know i will get everything settled with and we will hang out together k! =)

..another movie catcher..Angels&Demons

2009-05-17T16:04:00.010+08:00

Staying away from alcoholic and smokey surrounding on a Saturday night sometimes isn't that bad after all and when you are watching a good movie like ANGELS&DEMONS which is based on a best selling mystery thriller novel by Dan Brown..what else can i say? My partner of the night was Ling(she read the book too!)..*and i always like to have her beside me as she always make me laugh!* And cuzzie and April too...anyway about the movie, *sometimes i like to compare* and this with The Da Vinci Code..i prefer Angels and Demons the storyline better..* It's calls upon a professor Robert Langdon played by Tom Hanks finding his ways to uncover the mysterious secret society of Illuminati that involves the Catholic church..about how he trying to save 4 Preferitis *i think all the Preferitis look cute **smiles*, and there's few parts of the scene i feel its kinda touching so i cried * sweat okie i cried on a mystery thriller*..whats more i like the ancient statues, cravings, Ewan Mcgregor*but he's bad*.. and everything bout the movie...Vatican City of Rome...whatever it is..just watch it..THUMBS UP! * :)

2009-05-16T22:22:00.009+08:00

Last night we have a little party for Austin@SohLou for his birthday in Werner's Changkat Bukit Bintang...*Happy Early Birthday to you 1st! as your actual date is on the 20th* Wishing you all the best in everything ahead of ya..! I got a ride from Joe and when we arrive Cuzzie whispers to me.. *mission of the night* *Birthday boy should get drunk!* ...so Cuzzie decided to get him 2 flaming and if that was not enough I forget who calls graveyard for him despite the liquor and beer in his body already and eventually when the night ends SohLou really KO! ..reasons behind.we were suppose to eat supper together in 'WongAhWAh' but end up I need to drive him back to his house with Joe being my guidance ..* first time in my life i wear high heels driving someone's big car for him because he is drunk *... you owe me big time...= one lesson learn..i know how to drive bigger cars = :)

..Austin@SohLou..

..Joe * he's also my neighbour as his homie is just across the street *

..my partner in crime that always makes me laugh Ling.. :)

Sohlou Austin with April and I

Cuzzie, Arthur and I

...the flaming we got for him! ..and guess what end up Cuzzie also drunk..(see pics below.)

look how drunk she is..*love you cuzzie*

..cute couple :) ..

...all the pretty ladies...

2009-05-16T19:53:00.004+08:00

my new hairstyle stolen from Nicole Richie..a little bit of braid and a bun.. :)

Like normal, working in the shop but with my sister Jane again, im having a slight feeling of burning in my head as my staff again is sick and this time he didnt even give me a freaking phone call to say *sorry im still sick* ...no he did not..* u know even a tiny message would be good!!*...
Im really MAD this time...AS IN MAD!! ARGH!!..........................

2009-05-14T17:00:00.006+08:00

My sister Jane is in the shop with me today as my staff isn't feeling very well,...
and he's always not feeling well at least once a week, or giving me excuses with this and that!
Im beginning to get a little frustrated...*fire in the house*..
Just give me some time and im sorting everything out.....

Im repeatedly having nightmares this few days that made me unable to sleep well..
and it always woke me up as about 4 or 5ish in the morning, *wth*
Its making me insane...! There are nights when i'll be sweating and there are nights when there is tears in my eyes....*cant it just go away*.........It's not like i did anything wrong..*BoOoo*

2009-05-14T03:15:00.002+08:00

sometimes it can be so difficult to make a decision, especially when the decision could play such an important part in your life..maybe that's why, at times like these, people often tell us to listen to our hearts. Deep down inside you, probably you know what you should do but it takes courage to do something about it..

CaJill's Saint&Sinner Weekend Gateway

2009-05-05T07:03:00.014+08:00

I know Im late for my update as i was busy and with my 'Puurfect' memory here i recall just this..was save in my draft havent post..*sweat*
When one is one the run, its been a while since CaJill go searching for their needs..as in...shopping for clothes,finding the best desserts and also our photo shots...so we did it again. Few pics was taken but during the Labour's day weekend..we started of with going to Sg.wang on Friday as its been a while since we went there...and i have to admit that Sg.Wang have made some changes in fashion as the clothes looks a little bit better and price is always reasonable..but never took any pics there though...and i got to know a tiny shop opposite BbPlaza that sells nice and cheap things and mostly vintage :)
Then on Saturday afternoon CaJill headed to Pavilion..First we fill our empty stomach at Sakae Sushi...then we headed to DainTinHill for some dessert and next to The CaratClub for some chilling....
When Sunday arrives, we both have decided we were bored with our hair and so we went to salon and make a little change of colour...*i still need to make again bcoz i think my colour still a little dark* .........

the vintage shop opposite BbPlaza..i dont know whats the name of the shop though..

...dont mind me for making the funny face.. lol..

the dessert we had in DainTinHill

in Carat Club we had Prawn beast soup and Ice cream with brownie..

...me and my leftover China dollars...

shots taken in salon...

.. the friendship between us... no words can describe how much you meant to my life...
*CaJill always*

and some I.D shots we took at my room. . :)

2009-04-30T01:24:00.004+08:00

one pure soul didn't meant to hurt, in the mist of silence she walks..
in this path that she walks she drew an art....

.....then she smiles again....